WHAT IS IN MY MIND
WAS NOT IN MY WORDS
I HIDE FROM THIS WORLD
AND I HIDE FROM MYSELF

THERE IS WEIRD SIDE OF ME
A PHYS C LIVES IN ME
I PARANOID MYSELF
AND TAKE MYSELF IN
LAND OF NO SECURITY

I EXPOSE MYSELF TO
FRAGILITY
AND MAKE MYSELF INTO
FRAGMENTS

I WANT TO SAY YOU
WHAT I FEEL
BUT I WILL KILL MYSELF
IF IT KILLS U

I HAVE A WAR UNENDING
WITH MYSELF
I TEND TO KILL AND
DIE MYSELF

I DESERVE SOMETHING SWEET
BUT I HAVE BITTER THOUGHTS
ABOUT IT
I WANT TO SPEAK MY MIND
I KEEP TO MYSELF

THEY THEMSELVES GET INTO ACT
AND SURROUND ME
AND MAKE A GOTHIC CLOUD RAIN ON ME
I FIGHT WITH MYSELF
I MYSELF EXIST AND VANISH
THAT WHY I M LOST IN MYSELF


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