I Am A COWARD
YES I DO BELIEVE IN IT
AND I AM HAPPY WITH IT
ITS JUST AN ADJUSTMENT I MADE TO MYSELF. I DONT EXPOSE MYSELF TO THE THINKING OF FAILURE
I SAVE MY TIME IN BEING SAD, BEING SPECTACLE. I LOVE MY INSANITY IN BEING EXTERMELY POSITIVE
I SEE MYSELF BETTER, WISER AND LOGICAL IN MY WAYS. I HAVE NO ISSUES WITH PROBLEMS IF THEY ARE MANY
OR ONE LITTLE ONE TO BE SOLVED. I DONT PANIC I HAVE NO STRESS BUSTER. I DONT SLEEP BECOZ I HAVE MY WORLD TO SAVE. RIGHT NOW I HAVE NOTHING TO LOSS I HAVE NOTHING TO GAIN BECOZ MY MIND DOESNT ALLOW A NEGATIVE SECANRIO TO REACH MY CONSCIOUS

I BELIEVE THAT THERE IS NO GOD THAT RULES ME, MY INSTINCTS RULES ME, AND TRUST ME INSTINCTS ARE HIGHLY INNTECTUAL DREAMS. GOVERNED BY THE SUB CONSCIOUS MIND.
MIND MADE OF VEINS.. GRAY MATTER .. WHITE MATTER AND BLOOD. WHAT ARE THOSE OXYGEN CONSUMERS. ENERGY CONSUMERS..ITS JUST A SIMPLE REACTION IN THE END.. THE INTERNAL ENERGY RELAEASED WHEN OXYGEN MOLECULES DISSOCIATES..ISNT THAT FUNNY..

I AM SO BOOKISH ..LIKE A STUPID GEEK TRYING TO GET A ALOGRITHM FOR EMOTIONS..HIGHLY RIDCULOUS..ISNT IT
YES I DONT AGREE WITH THAT AND I PARTIALLY AGREE WITH THAT....THE PERSON I LOVE THE MOST ..IS WHO?? I CAN NAME ANYONE BUT WHAT IS THE TRUTH ..I LOVE EVERYONE..BUT I CANT AGREE WITH THE UNWANTED THINGS WHICH MAKES SAD..HIGHLY EMOTIONAL..MAYBE BREAKING DOWN.. ITS NOT ABOUT HANDLING THE SITUATION ITS JUST WHAT WE CAN DO TO AVOID IT ..THE SWEETEST PERSON ON THE EARTH IS MY GF ..SHE SAYS I CANT DO A MATHS ON LIFE.. WELL THE DAY WILL THERE WHEN I HAVE MY LOGICS READY..WELL ITS BEEN 4 YEARS I HAVE BEEN FIGHTING IT OUT WITH MYSELF...

MATHEMATICS AND LOGICS..WHAT ARE SO GREAT ABOUT IT ...CAN SOME ONE SAY MAGIC IS BEAUTIFUL ..WELL PROABABLY KIDS DO !! WHY !! BECOZ THERE INTELLIGENT QUOTIENT IS NOT GRASPING THE TRICK AND THEN THE FANTASY THING STARTS... WHYH DO ADULTS DO NOT HAVE LOW LOOK TO IT ..BECAUSE EVEN THOUGH THEY DO NOT HAVE THE KNOWLDGE OF EXPAINING THAT ITS A TRICK THEY BY ROOTS UNDERSTAND THAT ITS A TRICK

SO WHAT WE SEE HERE ...KIDS ...ZERO LEVEL ADULTS A MEDICORE LEVEL OF IGNORANCE AND AWARENESS..WHICH IS THE WORST STATE TO BE...
WHY DO LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT IS SO POPULAR IT IS IN A STATE OF ILLUSION AND ZERO KNOWLEDGE
AND IT IS PURE SO ITS HIGHEST ..AND EVEN THOUGH ITS CONSIDERED AS IDIOTIC BY WISE FOOLS
IT ENJOYS A SENSE OF Genuinity IN IT.

WHY ARE WE SO IN CONSIDERATE TO INNOCENT AND SWEET THINGS ..WHY ARE WE SO RUDE AND COLD
END UP TAGING THINGS BEING CHESSY
WELL THAT SUCH A SAD STATE OF MIND

INDEED SENSE OF APPRECIATION HAS BECOME SO DEGRADING, FAKE AND JUST FOR SOCIAL LIFT
I MISS Genuinity IN PEOPLE THEY HIDE ..THEY ACT ..AND THEY DONT EXPRESS
WELL ITS NOT A PROBLEM OF AN INDIVUAL I AM BLAMING TO ITS JUST THE
SCOIETY WE ARE GROWING IN
WHERE WE HAVE TO WEAR A TIE FOR AN INTERVIIEW WHERE MIND AND KNOWLEDGE PLAYS LESSER ROLE
THEN BEING ATTRACTIVE AND SMELL OF THE PERFUME IS MUCH OF IMPORTANCE

YOU CANT TELL YOUR NEEDS ..
ITS ALL MATHEMATICS WE DO A BALANCE TRANSFORMS
OF THE AMOUNT OF OXYGEN THE OTHER PERSON HAS TO TAKE
determining HIS STATE OF EMOTIONS AND REACTIONS
WELL THIS IS JUST AN ARGUMENT
like a first page i felt like sharing in this weird topic
but ya i will prove it one day
maybe or maynot be
again its nothing but a PROBABILITY

ASHEEE