My OperaScar burns
Saturday, February 16, 2013 11:01:28 AM
Scars on the skin of mine
occasionally shine
make my mind
find what was not there and here now
why i need to be likeable
when you already did
now why i have to wait and thn
be stagent
celebrate the uncertainity
the randomness
which never was a cup of tea
of mine
what wrongs with me
why do i have to face this
i have gone to bars
late nyts
and thought about it all
smoke all around me
but i was burning inside
not a fire but a scar
left by words
chained with wires and then
left thirsty
not in a desert
mouth taped and i see water
i will try to break shackles
i will push myself to break free
no matter i get scars or i bleed
i need water and i wana quench my thirst
i wont drip any salt
my eye lids are tried to whine forever
i cant be good to myself
and my time is aint worth anything
i am growing old by age
and i am young in my mind
my ideas are rebellion
and doest seems to get through
i m not lost or wandering around as it seems
i m thirsty and i m tryin to break free
i m bleeding and no one sees
well i am not a celebrity
its about u and I
and how we deal
i stopped searching songs
to ease me
i have this agony in me ...
i have this attention missing
and i feel sorry
tryin to get over it
i have came over emotions
and washed it all
now i dnt now how to swim
and i can die while i am drowning
i watch myself drowning but i
wish i will see corals
and beautiful aqua
around me
and rest my scars in peace
ash
occasionally shine
make my mind
find what was not there and here now
why i need to be likeable
when you already did
now why i have to wait and thn
be stagent
celebrate the uncertainity
the randomness
which never was a cup of tea
of mine
what wrongs with me
why do i have to face this
i have gone to bars
late nyts
and thought about it all
smoke all around me
but i was burning inside
not a fire but a scar
left by words
chained with wires and then
left thirsty
not in a desert
mouth taped and i see water
i will try to break shackles
i will push myself to break free
no matter i get scars or i bleed
i need water and i wana quench my thirst
i wont drip any salt
my eye lids are tried to whine forever
i cant be good to myself
and my time is aint worth anything
i am growing old by age
and i am young in my mind
my ideas are rebellion
and doest seems to get through
i m not lost or wandering around as it seems
i m thirsty and i m tryin to break free
i m bleeding and no one sees
well i am not a celebrity
its about u and I
and how we deal
i stopped searching songs
to ease me
i have this agony in me ...
i have this attention missing
and i feel sorry
tryin to get over it
i have came over emotions
and washed it all
now i dnt now how to swim
and i can die while i am drowning
i watch myself drowning but i
wish i will see corals
and beautiful aqua
around me
and rest my scars in peace
ash
