lights go dim ..throughtout the night
i like to swim in alcohol
been my friend all the way long
i stay away
i wont need you anyways

the head goes heavy
and my lips are dry
i want to hit myself to the wall
do a grafitti out of my blood

the time is slower than
my heart beats
there i listen one and there comes
the other

i have no strenght
my grace is aint no more
i feel harsh in myself ... i think i will kill myself
this thrust i wonder i manage
wish i was a plastic bag
so light as i can sway n fly

fly over that bridge
fly over those roofs
i want to fly to u
and i have some snacks to feed myself
and i swim in this gravity of loneliness

i would rather die ..
rather getting crushed in this thrust in me
in me is such an ocean
and aint see no boat to sail
either i wil drown or dash a whale
rather i will ..gather some will
and make a wish

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