Kamikaze

For 2 weeks ago, me and my friends went to a "newly known" female-friend of us. There we met some other girls too. It was so fun. We drunk alot and sang karaoke Those girls know how to party

So, it ended that I slept over at hers place (called T). I woke up by the cell-phone. I had to go. So I left the girl and didnt see her again since...

Last sunday, another female-friend of my, also a good friend of T, called me out for a coffe. Thats cool Sunday: caffe, dim zum, tea, chating day long, cinema....

But life is not that simple She told me that T is made at me. And that T finds "its not cool" to leave her there after the night... Bla bla bla... Misunderstandings... T is not "that kind" who jumping to bed with anybody else... Bla bla bla...

Helloooo... I was speachless. I didnt know what to say to my friend. But what's so big deal!? We were drunks and had fun. Life goes on. Sorry that I left without saying goood bye that day, but something shown up. I needed to go. I thought she understood that. Its not typical me to left the girl that way, but...

Okie. For me, there's to "kind" of people about sex:

1. Conservative: those only want to have sex with boy- or girlsfriend. Or may be wait til after marry. Sex might be a tabu or still holly for those...
2. Liberale: those normally having sex when they want to, after needs and desires. Sex is a way to express how much you love a person or even like one. Just enjoin life and "touch the feelings".

It not what is RIGHT or WRONG here, but how you do it and why. Understand you self and find a way of life that you like best...

T! If you calls me some day!? We're still friend, but you have "distroyed" some thing between us... I've nothing against you and hope you not on me either. I'm not made at you. Just confused about how girls thinking...

Good night, happy people...