My life....

Estamos por terminar el primer semestre del año y han pasado tantas cosas en tan corto tiempo que al voltear parece que ha pasado mucho tiempo, voy a enlistar algunas cosas:

* se inicio tek4micro (muy buena experiencia)
* viajes (uy morelia, ixtapa, taxco)
* reencuentros con el pasado (la red de hi5)
* buenas discuciones (tek4micro, excelente para descubrir quien eres?)
* lagrimas (uy como te extraño)
* sonrisas (muchas y todas de corazón)
* culpar a los demas de mis errores (innova)
* borracheras (cero, que lastima)
* abortar la mision (me hubiera encantado que no, lastima tek4micro)
* darte cuenta de lo que eres capaz (gracias Christian)
* momentos de vegetal (muchisimos)
* decepciones (solo 1 lastima wey esperaba mas de ti)
* confundido (solo 1 y del corazón)
* trabajo (bastante afortunadamente)
* economia (mucho mejor desde el fin de tek4micro)
* compras (mi nueva laptop)
* perdidas (mi ipod..1 minuto de silencio)

nada mal para el termino del primer semestre no creen?, ha sido muy educativo y lleno de experiencias, aunque siento que el tiempo pasa y al mismo tiempo no, que ha sido detenido y hemos quedado varados en el camino. Sigo con muchas dudas pero no se aclaran aun estoy muy lejos, cada ves que uno intenta aclararse llega otro y lo agarra y asi hasta hacer una cadena de dudas que nunca se disipan.
He llegado al punto en el que quiero tomar mi mochila y emprender el viaje, solo y en busca de las respuestas, y en un punto del camino encontrar a alguien sabio que me diga este es el correcto y me guie con su enorme sabiduria y si el sabio es mujer y se queda conmigo seria excelente.

Y todo pasa que en estos dias nublados y lluviosos justo cuando la melancolia te atrapa y no te deja salir, tu simplemente exiges mas cambios de los que puedes dar. Al final del punto terminas justo donde empezaste extrañando el pan con lo mismo, y porque? porque extrañar y el sentimiento de busqueda y no encontrarte por ningun lado?. Todo si ya conoces la respuesta, te lloró, te veló y te enterró.

Por segunda ocasion sucedio, solo que esta vez se enteraron, y la sensación de perdida y de arrepentimiento son enormes, no sabes que hacer? y a la vez sabes que tienes que tomar la desicion de hacer lo que tienes que hacer. Cómo me hubiera encantado omitir todo el trámite. Al final del día te extrañé finalmente tu sabias que hacer, y lo hacias perfecto.

It is a finished bussines.

After a long conversation with the tek4micro's team finally tek4micro is over. I really sorry for Christian because he gave us a reason to continue working as a freelance, he showed that there is a big market outside. But I feel more sorry about Héctor, he was just looking for a job.

At the end I didn't expect the way Christian handle the situation, after all he demostrated his missing of maturity, he need to grow up he need too much maturity and serenity to handle x situations on life. I don't have regrets against him I really wish the best for him. Good luck on your life and I really hope to find you on the future and see you well.

After all, the bussines go on, we still working on new proyects, I have the responsability to take the company and take it to the succesful, is my responsability to earn the enough money for everybody. New and good stuff is comming soon, when a door's closing another one is openning so lets find out what is behind that door.

Today I saw your pictures on hi5, it makes me remember when I took them. Your university album is interesting I remember that day you was so happy at that moment you was my girlfriend...soo many time since that day.

But what is more interesting is your comment, I'm agree "al parecer ahi vas" I'm hapy for you I hope you'll get soo far. If for some reason you read this leave a comment I would like to speak with you

Do you belive in witches?
I don't but this story is scary.

Last week I was at my girlfriend's house, we was talking about our day, when we heard that someone opened the door and with a scary voice talk to us "Ahora si mijita" following with a laught "jijijiji". It was a voice like a witch voice like the movies. We couldn't believe that so we opened the backdoor to see if someone was joking we turned on the lights but what a sorprise there was nobody, after that the other lights turned on for no reason. I really was so afraid that for a moment I though in run to the exit, obviusly I didn't do it, but of course we leave the house inmediatly.

At this moment I'm not sure what was that, but I want to bealive that it was someone joking.

It's been a long time since my last post, this is because I've been busy creating my new enterprise. Me and my uncles and a friend are starting a new enterprise. I'm so happy for it.
Since this year started everything changed, my life, mi family and my girlfriend.
It's too deam hard start again, working too late, searching new clients, develop new systems, manage a team, sales and everything at the same time.

But the most difficult part is my family and my girlfriend, make them understand how hard is this, the time I don't have it, dealing with them is too much difficult that dealing with a client jaja.

I feel so tired, yesterday I spend the afternoon sleeping, when I woke up I went to dinner with Ari, we went to Italianni's I invited her because she finnaly finish her master degree, I'm so glad and so proud for her goals. I love you Ari.