Like the leaves of Autumn...CHANGING
Thursday, 5. November 2009, 05:24:44
Changing...most things and people change all the time as everything that takes place in our lives makes us the person that we are, how we handle things and changes us for the good or betterr every minute of everyday
I often wonder,will I be able to notice that change in myself like I see it in other people...do people see me more than I see myself.When relationships end because they fell inlove with each other but cant seem to see each other anymore its probably because they love each other as the people they once were. It worries me sometimes, makes me afraid to change because what if I lose people because of the changes I'll go through.
In some wonderful cases people grow together , change together and sometimes it strengthens relationships.
Maybe i keep looking in the mirror and ask myself."Who are you", because Im changing all the time so fast and I cant keep up to see myself in time.Anyway change is good most of the time and maybe we change all the time because we are made to suit people and situations at different times in our lives and I must admit letting go of what was is hard but sometimes its for the best,but looking back and appreciating things for what it was is really good.
I recently lost a friend and I watched it happening, we just drifted away. She has this AWESOME personality and she clicks with everyone,really outgoing and i miss her alot but i'd rather have her be friends with people she enjoys being with rather than being with me and feeling lost.
Changing is sometimes for the better or worse...But you cant stop it,its a part of life,hard part in some cases but has to happen.Like the leaves of Autumn im changing all the time.
dedicated to Amina
I often wonder,will I be able to notice that change in myself like I see it in other people...do people see me more than I see myself.When relationships end because they fell inlove with each other but cant seem to see each other anymore its probably because they love each other as the people they once were. It worries me sometimes, makes me afraid to change because what if I lose people because of the changes I'll go through.
In some wonderful cases people grow together , change together and sometimes it strengthens relationships.
Maybe i keep looking in the mirror and ask myself."Who are you", because Im changing all the time so fast and I cant keep up to see myself in time.Anyway change is good most of the time and maybe we change all the time because we are made to suit people and situations at different times in our lives and I must admit letting go of what was is hard but sometimes its for the best,but looking back and appreciating things for what it was is really good.
I recently lost a friend and I watched it happening, we just drifted away. She has this AWESOME personality and she clicks with everyone,really outgoing and i miss her alot but i'd rather have her be friends with people she enjoys being with rather than being with me and feeling lost.
Changing is sometimes for the better or worse...But you cant stop it,its a part of life,hard part in some cases but has to happen.Like the leaves of Autumn im changing all the time.
dedicated to Amina
Like next year for example we get 3 more weeks of holiday because of it so kids everywhere are saying SWEEEEEET! , But for other people its really sad because they have to move out of the area they're in to make space for new buildings and roads and tracks and stuff which is a really big change for them.
well all I have to do is figure out which teams im surporting...GO MANCHESTER<GO LIVERPOOL,GO S.A SOCCER TEAMS:lol: 
im here typing my mushy brains and heart out into a blog 4 the world 2 c 
.i guess im always trying to be hulk,a silent sufferer which is wrong.people say i over think things and i know i do ...i just want to be me,the best me i can be.hope thats enough...
WIDGETIZE