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My Flame is my drive it keeps me going
My Flame is my heart it keeps me alive
My Flame is my mind it keeps me creative
My Flame is my personality it defines me
My Flame is my anger it intimidates you
My Flame is my weapon it can pierce through you
My Flame is my speed it keeps me on track
My Flame is my legacy it symbolizes the mark I left in this world




Rapid Speed

Bonjour!!! Everyone i'm still alive and well. For some odd reason I kinda hate blogging now but hey, we have to play by the rules and if rules didn't exist we'll all be some crazy wild animals flinging our crap at each other. yikes
I'm just about to free style at you guys for a minute so just bare with me and I'll get on to the main topic.
I'm easily distracted by stuff that is appealing to my eyes so it throws me off balance from the main objective
I kinda hate that but I can tell you right now if anyone was walking down the street and stop by just to have a coversation with a local civilian and they happen to see money in the corner of their eye, they'll go out of their way just to pick it up and smile at you while they say "Come again!" lol I think everyone can relate to that scenario. lol

I hope everyone had a jolly Christmas and got what they ask for on christmas day.
Me! I just wished for peace on earth and good will towards everyone but on christmas eve before
I prepared myself for bed, I made me a christmas list and baked some cookies and poured some
milk into a tall glass. I had awaken around midnight to see if anyone
was there, but their was no one in sight so I took a set in the chair and
had a few cookies and some milk and wished myself a merry christmas and
saluted the people across seas that's fighting wars for freedom and friendship.
Then I carried myself to bed. That sounded like a story I can't believe I actually
went out my way to make a list for Santa so he could read it while he eat my cookies
AND THAT DON'T EVEN SOUND RIGHT COMING FROM ME. LOL I guess sometimes we like to
relive childhood moments we're all still a kid at heart. When I was little my mother and father use to always tell me
"be sure you make a list for santa before you go to bed" lol Those are the
days when we had something to be nervous and excited about, but now that we're older
and wiser, we all know what to expect. lol Once you think about it, the story I just told everyone
has a relation with the tittle. lol
Time goes by so fast it just creep under your nose and take off like a thunder cat.
Then you realized how much time went by and you ask yourself "What's next" sherlock or what's
the next chapter on my book of life?, who's going to write it? ME? OR SOMEONE ELSE? It's best
if you write your own chapter because don't no one know you better than
you know yourself. Keep that in mind if anyone felt like they lost there way or they
need guidance back to a straight path. bigsmile
I also have something to address lol it's about my profile picture.
Many people have asked me "What's up with the picture" out of curiosity but I don't
blame them. I mean how often do you get an asain guy on this website doing what he's doing
in the mirror? All i'm doing is straightening the edges of my hair because recently I got
my hair cut. AND THAT DOESN'T MEAN I'M GAY!!!! LOL
If anyones a follower of visual kei music look at their hair and ask them how they get there hair that way?
But as always..... you can't make a move without someone questioning you.


I hope everyone still on deck. It's almost time to ring in the new year 2010 kinda sucked for me but at the same time I enjoyed every waking minute of my life. I had good news and news that was just disturbing to me I promise I won't give any names OH, the part about the disturbing news let's just say.....Bigfoot and the Swap women are finally lovers now due from being friend for a long time. lol This year is now over within a blink of an eye that's how fast it went by. I already consider myself in the year of 2011 and if anyone still stuck in the past, you all can eat my dust. "REAL TALK" because i'm living you behind. Nothing personal it's just me making advances. lol

All I can say is.... WHAT'S GOOD OPERA WORLD

What's good opera world? I been here for a year and a few months and there's a lot of new faces and changes I kinda feel old, really. Right now i'm at a stand still because I don't know what to blog about anymore, to me it seems like everone heard all the stories nothing seems interesting anymore. I promised myself I wouldn't leave opera because over the past months, I've met some unique people with very interesting backgrounds and I know there's more people like that out there. I would like to share something with anyone who reads this blog, when I join these website I thought it was just a bunch of bullshit LOL BUT I view it in a different way if it wasn't for you people, I probably would have left it the second I laid eyes on it. For some reason, i'm attached to this website and when i'm attached to something it's hard to let go I kinda love and hate that about myself. I didn't make this blog for me, I made it anyone who interested. Consider this an early christmas gift. lol Friend or not, it would really cool if everyone could come on this blog that I made for anyone so we can all talk about random shit/ drama.


I'm going to make this blog short because i'm really down with the flu, I missed three days of and two days of school if I get fired from work that's going to suck to bad because christmas right around the corner.
To be honest with everyone, I really don't have a lot of christmas sprite in this little body because my family are over seas and I haven't seen or heard from them in two years so i'm kinda bummbed out about that.

LA-LA I can hear you but I can't understand you!!!

We're living in a giant clock known as "planet earth" I just realize that time doesn't stop for no one. lol (Wow) and you can't stay young forever, my time is almost up and I can see myself fading in the lies of others. I really wasn't created by the G-man I was created by anger and frustation. Blood doesn't flow through my vains only dust from the wast land. My finger tips are numb I can't feel my skin, my time is coming. My heart is gray, it dosen't beat anymore I sollowed so much pain my heart sollwed itself. Why can't you see i'm not meant for the human population this isn't the world I live in this isn't my home. Finding my way back is going to destroy me every step I take.


[color sky blue]OK! Don't pay no attention to what I was talking about, I was testing out my fingers it's been awhile since I've flexed them. lol lol I've must have black out when I was on planet who gives a fuck I saw strange things while I was out of this world I saw humans trying to eat their own head for a magic trick but to me...that seems like something sexual don't you think.? yikes Todays is a great day! I feel like the guy who owns the playboy masion. lol lol I had a vision, i'm not sure what the message was but all I know is suits, dresses and boobs. lol doh It's still not clear to me, so I have to find someone to knock me out cold so I can relive that vision over again.



[color green]"Kenshi's wisdom" devil
This rose is for you.
It symbolizes my love for you.
my battle scars.
my future.
my dreams.
my tears.
my fears.
my thoughts.
my eyes.
my hair.
my confuse look once in awhile.
my randomness.
my wisdom.
my friendship.
my view on life.
my thoughts about you.
my world.
my music.

[color red] If you mix that all together that won't make me, it'll make some kind of weird creature with a ass for a face. Think about it.



[color yellow] Whenever you feel confuse, look up at the sun, you'll find all the information you need to know about life. Be warn, you might lose your eyesight.

Here's a red rose for my dreams

[color red]Another day in the sorrow of rain
broken down by my own self pity
do I really deserve what I get?
is this really how my life suppose
to be? or did God created me this way
When I look in the mirror I see a
person who need to be laid to rest if
that's my true purpose


I'm not a dependable person I hate myself
from letting everyone else around me down
all my dreams and plans flowing away I can't
stand to see my loves ones sad because of my
foolish at as a person is this why we was put on
earth? or this only happens to certain people?


[color purple]You intentionally destroy my pride and my character
as a human being i'm bleach because of you and the way you make me feel
my finger tips are numb due to the fact that i'm under pressure
no feelings left MY DREAMS ARE DEAD.







[color red] Here's a rose for my dreams. R.I.P 1990-2010
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