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been home one week already. Mom is getting nuts for no reason. I still wonder what list she categorizes me in. Why lowering others entertains, maybe, that much? Does she know she is hurting my feeling? Why the fuck does she happen not to leave me alone? Whatever words she said to give me no pressure are fucking lies, on the tip of her tongue for a mistaken moment. She might want to withdraw them.