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It's been over a year!

It's been over a year since i wrote my last entry. Wow, time flies!
So, Im still Linh.
As a year passed by, I have accomplised lot of things, learned lot of things, n lost lot of things.
I finally finished my AA.
The "boyfriend" that i wrote about in the last blog post is now my ex.
Our relationship ended ugly. So, we r complete stranger right now. :|
Its been a long time since we broke up.
Right now, Im working at Papaya, try to save up money for school next fall.
My dad came over and visit me aroud summer time.
Wow, cant believe that its been 4 years.
He called me on Christmas Eve n told me: "My dear, my sweetie, today, 4 years ago, the whole family were at the airport to say bye to you. It's been 4 years, con gai yeu qui. We miss you a lot."
i miss them too.
But i guess i make myself to run away from those feelings by isolating me from them.
It's always a cozy and warm feeling everytimes i have a chance to talk w them.
So, that is my goal for now. Work, save money, enjoy life, taking time to think hard about what i want to do, n going back to school to pursue that.
in my life, I want to lose weight, to look fit, and to wear all of these beautiful skirt. sad
But the thing is I love to eat. And I can eat a lot.
Also....i need to feel happy with myself, not w someone else.
My dear (g) friend M told me once, you are not happy with yourself. You r only happy when u around ppl. but thats not good. Cuz ppl cant be there for u all the time. They have to take care of their own life too. Then u will be alone. N u will not be happy.
SAd but true.
I guess i lost myself when I were in love with N. Now, finding n putting back all these little pieces is hard. but it doesnt mean that I cant do it.
Starting by writting this blog, i Think. hahaha
T is leaving town today. missing her. She like a little sister to me.
A.C is in Thailan right now. Hope he doesnt get sick. N he better not telling me how good it is. MAking me jealous is not good. uh hu!
A.T is screwing around like usual. I guess guys is all like that. once they had what they want, they run to find new things.
I gonna go and work out today. and then have a nice dinner.
Im doing origami right now for A.C for his birthday. kinda have an ideal what im gonna do but still need time to practise, lot of pratice. Hope he like it.
alround, thats it for now.
listening to music, n writting my blog => sounds like a writter! hahaha a desperated one.
ok, peace out!
btw, this song is good
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HpvqxQO67N4

11/29/2010 10:33PM

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