"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened"

I hate waiting.
When I say so, I don't really mean it. To me, waiting doesn't suck but the final result does. I don't usually get what I expected.
I start to be impatient.
Why do you force me to wait this long?
When will you be able to change?
You told me that you won't be like that again but you just keep going on that way.
I have my own pride.
When something keeps pushing me down strongly, I'm not be able to stand permanently.
Sadly, you're doing so.