"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened"

I sometimes wanted to say goodbye ...
It was easy to think about but too hard to do.
Loosing my hands, how simple it is. Sadly, I hate doing it!
We discussed various times.
You said you did that because of me. You said you wanted me to be angry.
I hope you could think cautiously about this:
So are we lovers or enemies?