Kazuki's diary

Why did you call me last night? I don't know if it is good to answer due to it always has the bad when we talk, so I decline to hear and continue to sleep.

Early morning, you left a message and supposed that I had read your mail box because I am the only one know your mail box password during time we dated. But I wonder why do you still think that everything caused by me since the days we broke. It reminded me about the past, you always supposed that every problems caused by me, also I am the one caused by the broken between us, I had done so and so many bad things for you.

And it reminded the last words when you talked that you will marry with that Finland man who can give you a good opportunity on foreign nationality, study and work at outside.

Now, I'm almost acquainted with these situations and inspire me to overcome it. Always learning from the past and improve myself up to now.

I really don't want to hear and concern about you anymore, it is definitely enough for me.

Today is The black day and it needs to try hard to archive better life.