It was good when it was good

Today! Finally, i woke up feeling a sigh of relief, the air tasted fresher, my attitude was of a happy man that has realised all my dreams can and will come true.
A burden of bad unbalanced love has been eased from my heart and mind. Now i recall a taste of the confidence and respect for myself. And the desire not to give up, and know that i will find the right lady. I really thought in my mind that she was the one, but as we should all know, the heart has a way of twisting the truth, letting our love treat us lesser than one we may not love. Still even after these harsh lessons in love and life, my shield wont go back up' Loving the woman that will love you and all, is an amazing feelin i wont live without again. And to you i put Love is enough, love is the base of all life and passion for creativity, such as our amazing planet and everything humans have created and endured for love...

Dont you think lifes gotz a funny pattern to it. One day everything is so smooth and copastetic. You make it to the next morning all sweet and cool, all of a sudden, BAM! all the beautiful things you have come crashing down around you. You could getz a feeling of being destitute, hey maybe even feel a bit of anger with fustration at yoself...
One week later... maybe less... maybe a little longer... Or even a lot longer, maybe even years as you take a final breath, and there your last memories. What is it? Is it Regret in some form? For What though? A loved one, someone you let slip away? Something yo couldn't or did not achieve in life?