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Betrayal

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Like the title says "betrayal"that is the keyword here!
Cutting to the chase now...

Tuesday evening,I sasotta a few of my friends,Yui,and her american friends to hang out in Shinjuku,cuz i had a very stressful day at work,so i decide to call up my friends and chill.
We were all having a good time,until we all went to a nightclub.

We arrive at the club,i sat with Megumi,Ryo,Takashi,and Akira,while Yui decided to sit with her friends.
As the night went on,Akirachan and I both saw a little flirting between Yui and Ryan(her friend),
of course i was getting pissed off,so i told Akirachan that,i was gonna go over there and say somthing.
She told to be cool and not think much about it.

I eventually tomarimashita cool and continue drinking my drink.
As i chekku shimashita my blackberry to see who was calling me,i turned my head to focus back on Yui and Ryan.
The dude totally started kissing Yui!

Boku no tomodachi also saw it,then they looked at me,cuz they probably knew how i was going to react.
So,i got up,then my friends got upand as i begin to leave my teburu(i was super pissed now),i heard Ryokun say"grab Kyo!"
As they held on to me,i started swearing at the top of my lungs at Ryan!(which caught his attention)
I remember saying before being forced out the club by my friends "I swear,i'm gonna kill you bastard!"

Dude!If it wasn't for them restraining me,i would've walked over to Yui's table and bashed Ryan's fucking skull in!
I'm serious!
I told my friends to miru my every action,cuz there's no telling what i might do if i'm loose on my own!

Dude!Ryan better not show his face in Japan ever again!
I swear,i don't want to do something i'm gonna regret yo.

Why Yui!?After all the shit i go through for you!
I would give everything just to be with you,but you spat on our love when she sat there and kissed him!
she didn't even put up a fight!
Only Kamisama knows how far it would've gone if i didn't say anything!

She then have the guts to call me and say "it's no big deal!"
i just told her "oyasumimasen"
Oh!News flash Yui,it's a very big deal yo!

As far as i'm concerned,i won't speak to her,i yobanai her,nor will i call her"my mimichan"
you are just Yui to me!(i never once called her my mimichan throughout this post)

Doshiyo!?Maybe i'll break up with her!?Maybe we're not meant to be yo!?

Ja

Artist:Fall Out Boy Song:W.A.M.S

Mind Your Own Business,Idiots!

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First I must state that,every once in awhile.I'll invited one of my friends/family to be a guest blogger,alongside me.That means...anyone within my friend circle,my sis,my bros,my mama,Mimichan,hell,maybe an exgirlfriend!(just kiddin!)
This post,i have a woman who is gaining some notice here!....

Welcome Akira!(booo!)

on to the story,shall we...

Ok,as of late,my friends have been a huge pain in my side!their chisai dumbass remarks are making me so very much angry yo!
I'm like,"be serious for once guys!"is that too much to ask for!?
But,what really bothering me,is the fact that they are mine and Jiggles(Megumi) every movement!

Akira:Wait,Kyochan!you and Megumi give us reason to watch you two every action!so stop this little innocent act!

Kyo:Innocent!?i'm not acting innocent!i'm just telling it as it is!Oh!what are some of these "Reasons" Miyamoto!?

Akira:There's lots os reasons dumbass.I'll be glad to point some out for you.
There's you two sharing ice cream(WTF),she's resting her head on your lap,dancing together at nightclubs,hugging every 10 seconds....the list goes on!

Kyo:What!?that's nothing,we are just two friends,hanging out and having a great time!you guys jump to conclusions very fast yo!

Akira:That's a very baka explansion Shinobu!Have you forgotten that you two "Dated" for 2 years in college,ne Shinobu!?

Kyo:Nani?we never confirmed that we dated Miyamoto!Jiggles and i were just very close at the time!Geez!

Akira:Haha..don't make me laugh boy!yeah you two never "confirmed" it,demo we(your friends)always knew! baka!you two slept together for heaven sake!you sure you didn't get dropped on your head when you were a baby!?

Kyo:That doesn't mean a thing!And no,i wasn't dropped on my head Miyamoto!why do you have to get so personel!?

Akira:you are so foolish Shinobu!i'm done talking to you.Your foolishness is blinding you from what's really happening!
Take everyone and don't let Shinobu drive you all insane!
Ja :heart:

Kyo:whatever!...
You see what i'm talking about?She is so annoying!For some reason or another,they think Megumi and I still have feeling for each other.OK,i'll admit,we dated for 2 years,but we are done with that now.
Megumi has a boyfriend and I have my Mimichan,can't we just hangout and enjoy each others company!?
is that so wrong?!
Well my friends think so,i mean,I can't just tell Jiggles"I don't think it's okay for us hangout anymore!"I can't do that.we have been friends for 22 years,so i'm not gonna care what Akira or any of my other friends think,Megumi and I are enjoying ourselves and nothing is going to ruin it!
Beside,this the first she's been really happy since her mother departed from this world!

I end this post by saying"Mind Your Own Business,Idiots!"
(Ryo,Akira,Rose,Lisa,Takashi,and Nishikawa)

Song:"Fight the Blues" Artist:"Utada Hikaru"

I'm Back

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Well this is just a small post letting everyone know that i'm back.
Sorry for leaving without reason,but i was in LA with Mimichan and Jiggles to go to the gaming expo E3'09
it was awesome.
I'm pretty sure Akira was here ne?!

Oh!A real post will come soon.

Ja

Akemi Comes Home for Good!

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Hehehehe i feel so genki now that i spoke to my Mimichan this morning (that came at a great time,cuz i was feeling love sick!)and she told me that,she'll be home sometime next week! flirt

Oh my god!I can't believe the day is final coming where I can spend every single minute with my Lovey,Lovey,Lovey Yui! :heart:

At this time,nothing can stop me from being so happy!I feel like i'm on top of world and soon,i'll be join by my sweety.

You know.I've been friends with Yui for 23 years and dating her for almost 2 years now,but just being with her and hearing her voice,makes me so nervous!(don't tell her i said that :D )
I know it's baka,but i can't help it!

She is so different from my past girlfriends(i hope you all are well),cuz she gives me strenght to pull through things that might seem confusing and difficult to me! :wink:
Now my old Gf's was like "yeah whatever!" :lol:
Yui's love is the reason i am here blogging today!I believe Kamisama sent Yui here just to keep me happy always!(Domo Arigato Kamisama!)

Dude!I so damn excited,it's crazy! :yes: I'm at work and yet,all i can think about is Yui! :wink:
I can't wait to hug her,hold her,kiss her,dance with her,sing with her,eat dinner with her,walk with her,fall asleep with her,and some more stuff! :D
Geez,i went overboard ne!? :D

Anyways...
I just feel great knowing that our love is still strong after being so far apart for a long period of time! :wink:
Now,we can be together no matter the day,month,or year!She's mine forever,as i am her's forever! :wink:

Mother has always said that,there is a special someone out there for everyone.
I truly believe that to be stupid(sorry Mama),but now i believe!
And i didn't even have to leave Tokyo to find that special lady! :D

Now,to end this post.I would like to say....
I love you Akemi Yui and i hope our love grow old with us,hand in hand! :wink:

I would like to dedicate this song to my Mimichan and just remember that Utada is singing this song to me only! :heart:

Artist:Utada Hikaru :heart: Song:Merry Christmas Mr.Lawrence-FYI

GoodBye Mother! I Love You Dearly!

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First i'm not talking about my mother
but this woman cared and loved me as i was her own!

Yesterday,My friend "Megumi" her mother passed away due to heart illness!
I don't even know how to finish this post without breaking in tears!

Mrs.Kotetsu(family name)Michiko(first name)was not only a family friend to my family,but she was like a second mother to me!
She has known me throughout my life time!she had a huge role in my recovery from my dad passing away!
If it wasn't for Mother Kotetsu,I wouldn't be the man that i am today!

I remember when was 5 years old,this one time,i was feeling left out,cuz my friends went to the park without me!
I was at home crying and Mother Kotetsu asked me if i wanted to have some Tea with her?!
My heart grew warm and i wiped away my tears and grabbed her hand,then we went to her home and had some tea. :smile: she then sang me a song and i remember falling asleep in her lap!

I never once called her Kotetsu-Sama(Mrs.Kotetsu),i always called her Okasan Kotetsu(Mother Kotetsu).
I just love being call Sora(sky) by her.
Mother Kotetsu gave me that name,cuz she said that i had a heart as pure and clear as the bright blue sky!
Yesterday morning was the last time she called me "Sora"!

This is a great lost to Megumi,Myself,our friends,our families,and anyone who has ever known Mother Kotetsu!
I can't believe i will never hear,see,or feel her ever again!

I'm really starting to feel like i did when my father passed away!
I hate feeling Low,Dark,and Depressed!
It took years for this void in my heart to heal and now,it has reopenned!

Well i thought things were going great for once in my life,that vision came crashing down!
I don't think my heart can take another loss of a loved one!

Everyone,please forgive me if i'm not active at this time!
I just need some time to myself.
I really am sorry.

Mother Kotetsu,I will always carry your image in my memory and every single word you have told me.since my coming into this world will forever be in my heart!

I know you are in a much greater place with Kami-Sama!
Journey well and always give Megumi the strength to keep moving forward!

May you now enjoy your eternal life.

-Shinobu(Sora)Kyosuke.





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