I'm Just Being..... Me!!!

As most of you know,I asked my Gf for her hand in marriage.

Well this past Saturday,i woke up,looked in the mirror,and laughed...
cause i looked stupid!
Anyways,i showered,brushed my hair,got dressed and painted my nails black(yui hates that lol)
and then i ate breakfast with my bros(Mashiro and Toshi)

later on in the day,
Megumi stop by to see if i was doing ok.(she's a very sweet girl.love you Megumi )
She help ease the nervous feeling i was having,so it was great that she came by.
She also,told me that everyone was rooting for me,so i felt happy.
Domo arigato minasan!!

So now it was about 4:30pm
Megumi and i left my home,then we said our goodbyes to each other before we parted ways.
the thing that came as a surprise to me was,when she said..
"Wow kyochan!your eyes are bright today and you look really handsome.i always loved that about you."
the she gave me a kiss on the cheek then smiled at me(i was shock and had a warm sensation come over my body)

so i picked up Yui.
She was wearing a beautiful red chinese dress,had her hair down,and she was so beautiful!
I told her,just stand there a moment so i can just stare at her.
We then had our kiss of the evening(sweet as usual)

We went out to eat,then we went for a stroll in Yoyogi park(Yui got lots complements and i got some)
now we sat at Yoyogi for awhile and shared our kiss under the beautiful darkening skies.
Our next destination was my house.

Moment of truth.

we arrived at my home.we take off our shoes and have a sat in the family room.
I bought out 2 champagne glasses and a bottle of champagne
i proceeded in pouring the golden liquid into the shining clear glasses.
We toast to a wonderful night we had and to our undying love for one another.
After we drank our drinks,we shared another passionate kiss and told each other "i love you"
I held Yui in my arms for awhile then,i said "there's something i've been meaning to ask you...)
She sat up and we stared at each other and all the while,my heart was racing,cause i was about to finally pop the question.

Now,we proceeded into conversation....

Yui:what is it Kyochan you want to ask me?

Kyo:Yui,this is something that might change our relationship forever.

Yui:Kyo....what are you saying?

Kyo:you know i love you with all my heart and soul.i live for you and i'll die for you.whenever you are laying beside me,whenever i am with you.......my troubles,stress,pains,and sorrow of this world disappear with the wind.when i see you sleeping,it's like watching an angel rest,when you kiss me,i swear i'm in heaven.i look up at the starry night skies and i see your beautiful reflection in the big blue moon.
You are my World,my life,my girlfriend,my soulmate,my best friend,and hopefully my soon to be wife.
I love you Mimichan.

Yui:Are....you saying,what i think you are saying?

Kyo:Yes,yes i am.Akemi Yui....will you marry me!?

Yui:Oh...Kyo..forgive me,but i can't.

Kyo:What!?what are you saying?

Yui:Kyochan.i love you too,but i am also...so very concerned about your health.you have been in and out of the hospital these pass 3 months and you are working yourself to death!i don't want to lose you,not now or ever!us getting married will only add to your stress.you do a lot of worrying to the point where you get sick and is unable to move around,besides i don't want you to worry too much about me.you must lead a healthy and worry-free life Kyochan.please!don't take this as a no,but as a,yes,but not until you are well.
I love you Shinobu Kyosuke.

Kyo:Mimichan...i'm sorry you have to see me cry like a baby.hehe,i can't believe you are worried about my health.now i have a reason to get better.i'll get better for us.Thank you Yui.

i knew she wanted to say yes,cause as soon as i poped the question,she bursted into tears.
She is so loving and caring.
Well,we'll marry one day,when i'm better.

thanks for reading
Ja