Kei - The Clown Master

StickMan

Thursday, May 2, 2013 5:25:06 AM

2013, kyo, Thoughts, Venting

The month of April has not been kind nor easy one for me
I have not been wise in that month of my birth
For starters,I hurt a dear friend to me and i do truly regret it
If you ever do read this,i am sorry.
Sometimes i feel i am doing something that bears no major impact but i am foolish to see or think how others feel
I admit i must become more mature and be wise with my decisions and my approach.
With that said,I vow to better and humble myself in order to be a better person and a better friend.

Lately,i feel like a stickman
Yes,a stickman
It's not about being thin or whatever,but it's more about me feeling less like myself and lost in a void
I feel i am losing my grip on the things i easily controlled in my life
Now the winds shifted and i am swaying in uncertainty and i don't know which way to flow
My flow is disrupted and i feel a certain disconnect from those i used to connect with
I want to recapture my life and hold on to the precious people in my life
There is nothing worse than losing people who have been close to you for many years
Nothing should make my heart waver and nothing should shake my confidence

This is my place to vent
My wake up call to my soul
My stand to get back myself
I was lost for most of this year and i never want that feeling again
I will get better and be useful to the ones i love
And i be wise in my decision making
Kyosuke the stickman
It's time to be whole again
Let's bring smiles to those we love
Let's inspire those who admire
Let's keep being OURSELF
Because at the end of the day,
I'm no miracle worker
I'm no celebrity
I'm no pretty boy
I'm no genius
I'm just being me

If 1 Is By 2,Then There Better Not Be 3 LurkersAudience Of One

Comments

Mei The Clowntanira1 # Thursday, May 2, 2013 7:56:03 AM

lets cherish who dear to us. people who always around us

who dare to die for us

i lost almost all i have and my self. i cant stand up back if there is some people around me.

thankyou for saving my life with your words kyo

i wish you happy life and have big family.

be more wise because once you lose that person its will be punishment for life. i lost him and its a punishment for me.

be wise to take who you care or love not just becauase of what you see with eyes but your heart

have a wonderful life my brother

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Wednesday, May 8, 2013 6:49:24 PM

Indeed!Those precious souls are the ones that holds us together,even in our breaking point.Without them,life with be one hellish nightmare to proceed along.

Oi now,you can't credit my words for saving anything.You are alive now due to your own will and wisdom.

So be positive and stay strong.

Have a wonderful life too,Sister

saritasaritasaralsingh # Friday, May 17, 2013 10:36:33 PM

My wake up call to my soul

My stand to get back myself

It's time to be whole again

Let's inspire those who admire

ol d best!!!!!!

Mei The Clowntanira1 # Saturday, May 18, 2013 12:14:39 AM

you still owe me 300 dollar anyway

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Sunday, May 19, 2013 4:37:35 AM

Sarita were you singing?if so,i can be your manager.

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Sunday, May 19, 2013 4:38:23 AM

Originally posted by tanira1:

you still owe me 300 dollar anyway

Baka!!you're rich.and you owe me 500 for being your punching bag

Mei The Clowntanira1 # Sunday, May 19, 2013 6:14:04 AM

i am not rich

they are using me to make money

500??? waaaaaaa where is the evidence?

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Saturday, May 25, 2013 1:03:20 AM

baka!!if they are using you to make money...then what are you doing to me?

jerk

<------ there is the evidence right there!!you tripped me yo!!and my skin turned blue from the bruising!

Mei The Clowntanira1 # Saturday, May 25, 2013 6:52:16 AM

oh yeah i am gonna start my circus

and the blue bear is my main star.

with tie.

we will go around the world to perform mwahahahaha

saritasaritasaralsingh # Sunday, May 26, 2013 11:02:23 PM

hmmm......naah I picked up those lines on which u need to focus .... family n friends say I have a nice voice....but m not goin to start singing for any body else other den family n friends so no scope of a Manager....a listener is needed

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Thursday, May 30, 2013 5:42:21 AM

Originally posted by tanira1:

oh yeah i am gonna start my circus and the blue bear is my main star.

with tie.

we will go around the world to perform mwahahahaha

you are planning to marry a blue bear in a tie and call your family with him a circus?

FREAK!!

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Thursday, May 30, 2013 5:43:36 AM

Originally posted by saritasaralsingh:

hmmm......naah I picked up those lines on which u need to focus .... family n friends say I have a nice voice....but m not goin to start singing for any body else other den family n friends so no scope of a Manager....a listener is needed

hahaha.oke.but still..i want to hear you sing.

Mei The Clowntanira1 # Thursday, May 30, 2013 6:58:15 AM

married? i was born as angel of death. we dont marry. idiot.

Mei The Clowntanira1 # Sunday, June 2, 2013 10:58:21 AM

you gonna lose your treasure if you keep gone. He is after again and he out today from hospital. The bird gonna kill itself. all crazy talk i heard all day. no more bird die. DO SOMETHING.

saritasaritasaralsingh # Saturday, June 8, 2013 8:54:39 AM

Originally posted by kyosuke316:

Originally posted by saritasaralsingh:
hmmm......naah I picked up those lines on which u need to focus .... family n friends say I have a nice voice....but m not goin to start singing for any body else other den family n friends so no scope of a Manager....a listener is needed

hahaha.oke.but still..i want to hear you sing.

okey dokey!

m singing....listen if u can

Mei The Clowntanira1 # Sunday, June 16, 2013 1:11:12 AM

Goodbye.