My OperaKyOsUkE's DaRk SiDe!!!
Friday, November 14, 2008 8:16:47 PM
okay what i'm about to tell you guys is very personal and how i almost died 
i feel very comfortable sharing this story with you guys
here goes nothing....
okay the year was 1999,on november 12. i was in high school and i was call down to the principle's office.by me being the joker of the school,i thought i was in trouble but they was about to deliver some news that changed my life forever
they told me that my father had past away due to heart failure
after hearing that,my whole body started to shake,then i burst out in tears and i was told i pasted out.
a day after my father's funeral,i
started to take on a more darker personality
i started ditching school,i stopped eating for at least five days,i never comb my hair,and i started thinking suicide was my only cure of depression
my friends/future dance crew and akemi knew something was terribly wrong with Kyo.
whenever they visit,i didn't want to talk and i completely isolated myself from everyone.my grades in school was slipping and believe it or not i was an A student.
on friday at 6:57 pm i was about to end my life.i went to a construction zone and started to climb a ladder,all the way to the top of a steel beam.i walked toward the edge and i remember saying "Kami watch over my family and friends" and little did i know,i was being followed.just before i set one foot off the beam.an arm grabbed me and to my surprise,it was Yui!!
i believe god sent her there to prevent me from making the ultimate mistake.
she grabbed me and pulled back then she pinned me down and broke out in tears.
at that point i realized that i was not only hurting myself,but everyone around me.my exact words to her was "Domo arigatou Yui,gomen nasai"
to this very day,i feel like she is my guardian angel
i'm soooo glad to be alive
thank you for taking the time to read this
-KyOsUkE
i feel very comfortable sharing this story with you guys here goes nothing....
okay the year was 1999,on november 12. i was in high school and i was call down to the principle's office.by me being the joker of the school,i thought i was in trouble
but they was about to deliver some news that changed my life forever they told me that my father had past away due to heart failure
after hearing that,my whole body started to shake,then i burst out in tears and i was told i pasted out.
a day after my father's funeral,i
started to take on a more darker personality
i started ditching school,i stopped eating for at least five days,i never comb my hair,and i started thinking suicide was my only cure of depression
my friends/future dance crew and akemi knew something was terribly wrong with Kyo.
whenever they visit,i didn't want to talk and i completely isolated myself from everyone.my grades in school was slipping and believe it or not i was an A student.
on friday at 6:57 pm i was about to end my life.i went to a construction zone and started to climb a ladder,all the way to the top of a steel beam.i walked toward the edge and i remember saying "Kami watch over my family and friends" and little did i know,i was being followed.just before i set one foot off the beam.an arm grabbed me and to my surprise,it was Yui!!
i believe god sent her there to prevent me from making the ultimate mistake.
she grabbed me and pulled back then she pinned me down and broke out in tears.
at that point i realized that i was not only hurting myself,but everyone around me.my exact words to her was "Domo arigatou Yui,gomen nasai"
to this very day,i feel like she is my guardian angel
i'm soooo glad to be alive
thank you for taking the time to read this
-KyOsUkE
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