A Series of Weird Events!/Revealing Dream!
Monday, February 2, 2009 6:02:39 AM
2 days ago i was lying in bed watching a movie with Akira-chan and the weirdest thing happened!
my ceiling fan came crashing down right next to me!I was like ""OH MY GOD!!!"I mean if it landed 2 more feet to the right,my legs would've been crush and i'll never walk again!
After that accident my power went out?!Akira-chan and myself were puzzled about these strange events.
Then a few minutes later while we were singing nyamii by stereo pony,the lights came back on!
I asked Akira "what the hell is happening?"and she was like "you picked the wrong person to ask kyo"
Later that day,my blackberry storm died.i was like ok this damn thing is new!
So i thoight to myself one of my friends is messing with me.
I called all my friends and questioned them and all of them was like "dude i'm at work and i don't feel right messing with you in your condition."
I slept fine after spending half of the night watching my back
The next morning i had my window open and a bird few in my room and start flying all over the place and i was hiding under the blanket,believe it or not screaming.i was scared nearly to death but this was no laughing matter.
As soon as Akira-chan came in the bird flew out the window.
Then about 4:57p.m i was about to turn on my computer.I then realize it needed to be charge,so i plugged in the charger
into the socket.
As i plugged in the charger i was shocked!!!
my hand was felt like a magnet stuck to the charger,Akira-chan rushed in a pull me away from the plug.
i was then taken to the hospital for minor burns.
I told the nurse "I feel like i'm in a final destination movie
A couple of hours later i return home and i was thinking to myself "maybe these are signs letting me know my time has expired!"
Later that night i went to sleep and i remember having this dream about my father!
In the dream he appeared as a messager not my father and i knew who he was,but for some reason he didn't remember me!
i was heart broken,then he opened two paths for me,but i only could choose one.
The paths before was "the path of self-discovery" and the other was "the path of self-destruction"
I remember asking my father do you not remember me? and he reply by saying no!
After that i said to my self in the dream "if my father has no memories of me,then why should i rediscover myself.I can put an end to my suffering!"
So in the dream i choose the path of self-destruction.
then i awake from the dream with tears running down my face.
My life has been in a total wreck since the accident.Everything is out of order and i feel lost.
But today Akira-chan told me something that kinda cheered me up a bit.
She took my hand as i was crying and told me "Kyosuke-kun,just remember that you're not alone.you have you wonderful mother,your beauitful girlfriend Yui,your friends here as well the ones on myopera,and you have me.together we will mend that broken heart and restore order to your life."
I guess my stress is taking control of my life.I just need sometime away from everything
Domo Arigatou Yui,Akira-chan,my mother Shinobu Misaki,my Father Shinobu Hirashi,my bros and big sis,Toushiyomi,Kensei,and Natsuki.my friends Takashi,Megumi,Ryo,Rose,and most importantly myOpera friends Shir,Nao,Eric,Conor,Nick,Linh,Khammy,Henry,Mar,Juri,alam82,asaki, and the rest of you all.
You all have been great to me.
This song is kinda old,but i though i'll it on this blog because it's so beautiful that when i listen to it,i'll start crying. Artist:Akino Arai Song:Tsuki no Ie