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A Series of Weird Events!/Revealing Dream!

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This a two part blog post!


Part1
2 days ago i was lying in bed watching a movie with Akira-chan and the weirdest thing happened!
my ceiling fan came crashing down right next to me!I was like ""OH MY GOD!!!"I mean if it landed 2 more feet to the right,my legs would've been crush and i'll never walk again! yikes

After that accident my power went out?!Akira-chan and myself were puzzled about these strange events.
Then a few minutes later while we were singing nyamii by stereo pony,the lights came back on!
I asked Akira "what the hell is happening?"and she was like "you picked the wrong person to ask kyo"


Later that day,my blackberry storm died.i was like ok this damn thing is new!
So i thoight to myself one of my friends is messing with me.
I called all my friends and questioned them and all of them was like "dude i'm at work and i don't feel right messing with you in your condition."


I slept fine after spending half of the night watching my back ninja



The next morning i had my window open and a bird few in my room and start flying all over the place and i was hiding under the blanket,believe it or not screaming.i was scared nearly to death lol but this was no laughing matter.
As soon as Akira-chan came in the bird flew out the window.

Then about 4:57p.m i was about to turn on my computer.I then realize it needed to be charge,so i plugged in the charger
into the socket.
As i plugged in the charger i was shocked!!!
my hand was felt like a magnet stuck to the charger,Akira-chan rushed in a pull me away from the plug.
i was then taken to the hospital for minor burns.

I told the nurse "I feel like i'm in a final destination movie up

Part2
A couple of hours later i return home and i was thinking to myself "maybe these are signs letting me know my time has expired!"
Later that night i went to sleep and i remember having this dream about my father!
In the dream he appeared as a messager not my father and i knew who he was,but for some reason he didn't remember me!
i was heart broken,then he opened two paths for me,but i only could choose one.


The paths before was "the path of self-discovery" and the other was "the path of self-destruction"
I remember asking my father do you not remember me? and he reply by saying no!


After that i said to my self in the dream "if my father has no memories of me,then why should i rediscover myself.I can put an end to my suffering!"
So in the dream i choose the path of self-destruction.
then i awake from the dream with tears running down my face.


My life has been in a total wreck since the accident.Everything is out of order and i feel lost.
But today Akira-chan told me something that kinda cheered me up a bit.
She took my hand as i was crying and told me "Kyosuke-kun,just remember that you're not alone.you have you wonderful mother,your beauitful girlfriend Yui,your friends here as well the ones on myopera,and you have me.together we will mend that broken heart and restore order to your life."


I guess my stress is taking control of my life.I just need sometime away from everything

Domo Arigatou Yui,Akira-chan,my mother Shinobu Misaki,my Father Shinobu Hirashi,my bros and big sis,Toushiyomi,Kensei,and Natsuki.my friends Takashi,Megumi,Ryo,Rose,and most importantly myOpera friends Shir,Nao,Eric,Conor,Nick,Linh,Khammy,Henry,Mar,Juri,alam82,asaki, and the rest of you all.
You all have been great to me.


This song is kinda old,but i though i'll it on this blog because it's so beautiful that when i listen to it,i'll start crying. Artist:Akino Arai Song:Tsuki no Ie

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Comments

MConor Monday, February 2, 2009 11:40:52 AM

Serious freaky shit. But think of it this way, You are extremely lucky. YOu survived a motor cycle accident, an electric shock, a falling lamp, and an evil blackberry lol

Nothing can kill you dude.

I've also got a little insight on your dream ( I have some on everything deal with it lol ) A song by the killers called Tranquilize gave it to me

Silently reflection turns my world to stone
Patiently reflection leaves us all alone...

The path of self discovery is the path of self destruction. Living is nothing when all you know is yourself. To truly be alive you must have known others too smile

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 Tuesday, February 3, 2009 3:30:28 AM

Hey boyoe thanks for the anti-dark curse shields yes but i'm afraid that this is life lasting curse i have here.

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 Tuesday, February 3, 2009 3:35:20 AM

I won't say nothing can kill me.When Akira-chan or Yui is mad at me,they will stare at me like "oh kyo you are so dead!" and i'll feel like i was just shot or stabbed in heart,not a good feeling dude lol

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 Tuesday, February 3, 2009 4:41:13 AM

Domo arigatou.and you all can count on Kyo ninja bigsmile

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 Tuesday, February 3, 2009 4:44:58 AM

exactly.but i can't get away in my condition cry

asaki1 Tuesday, February 3, 2009 4:49:21 AM

Oi, Kyo, what is going on over there?sad I think depression is setting in. Your Dad will never forget you, I'm sure of it, eventhough I never knew him. Just to share a little personal matter with you. I was in a car accident on Feb 13, 2007. Because of it I lost 2 jobs, had knee surgery and was depressed as hell. I couldn't pay rent or bills and was forced to move in with my sister (who I wasn't too fond of). I was so depress that I was ready to give up, bad after bad started to follow me. I thought I was going to die, well to be honest, I wanted too. I wasn't sure how to deal with all the drama. I was so negative that I started to draw every negative thing in the universe towards me. It took a lot of praying and talking to my father (who is dead by the way) for me to regain myself. I talked to him just as I would with any living person and yeah, it probably was a bit crazy but it helped. Maybe you should ask your dad for his help. Ask him to protect you and to help you get through whatever it is that's so wrong. Continue to lean on your girlfriend, family and friends, both here on MyOpera and in Tokyo. Akira-chan said all the right words, so never forget it.smile

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 Tuesday, February 3, 2009 5:02:29 AM

Wow!i'm sorry you went through that and i'm sorry to hear that about your father.but i feel the exact same way,maybe i need to get away from Tokyo awhile and reenergize myself,but that's impossible because of my health.you guys are a huge help to me.i get such postive energy from you all.and Akira-chan's words i'll never forget.

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 Tuesday, February 3, 2009 11:16:00 PM

ummm thanks bigsmile but for me,i'm a slave to darkness which i will never escape,but it doesn't keep me from trying. bigsmile

MConor Tuesday, February 3, 2009 11:17:40 PM

Aren't we all kyo. Some people have all the luck rolleyes weird for me to be jealous of chavs.... oh well ... i'd rather be miserable bigsmile

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 Tuesday, February 3, 2009 11:31:40 PM

yeah some people have all the luck smile luck was not on my side cry oh well.

MConor Tuesday, February 3, 2009 11:38:54 PM

Think of it this way, would you rather end up like them. I hate quoting songs... its becoming a habit

Except for you and me now, everyones the same
You know, You know, You know
And if to live we have to be them, I'd rather know the pain
I'd rather know, I'd rather know

asaki1 Tuesday, February 3, 2009 11:42:12 PM

LMOA @ Boyoe, thanks alot though smile I'm a lot better now. To look on the bright side of it, because of my accident, I'm suing (hope I spelled that right). The lawsuit is taking forever but atleast I get something out of it. Bad things happen all the time to ppl but it's the good things I like to dwell on. If I let something like that hold me down, I'll never move forward in life.yes

MConor Tuesday, February 3, 2009 11:46:13 PM

D-Double post party

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 Tuesday, February 3, 2009 11:47:46 PM

well said asaki up

MConor Tuesday, February 3, 2009 11:49:44 PM

lol So that's the good side of an accident? Suing... lol

II thought kyo's realization of how short life is, and why he should make the best of things would be the upside but money works just as well bigsmile

asaki1 Tuesday, February 3, 2009 11:50:51 PM

lol Sorry for the double post, my computer was freezing up on me.

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 Tuesday, February 3, 2009 11:51:42 PM

lol i guess money solves everything ne bigsmile but not in my case.

MConor Tuesday, February 3, 2009 11:52:43 PM

yes It's all about the bling baby! lol

asaki1 Tuesday, February 3, 2009 11:55:58 PM

Yeah Conor, I will be pissed as hell if I went through all of that and didn't get anything for it. lol To be broke and cripple, not such a good thing. lol
Na, I'm not cripple, but my knee will never be the same.sad
I use to be a good dancer, now I can barely stand without my knee bothering me. But any ways, I am alive, healthy and suing! lol

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 Tuesday, February 3, 2009 11:58:12 PM

lol i hope i can still dance after all the damage i'm suffering up breakdancing requires you're whole body to be health.

MConor Wednesday, February 4, 2009 12:05:43 AM

Hope it will get better. It'll be in my next prayer, believe me smile

asaki1 Wednesday, February 4, 2009 12:06:19 AM

Yeah, you're right Kyo.yes Same here eventhough I don't breakdance. I depend on my whole body to be healthy inorder to dance but my legs/knees are a main quality.

MConor Wednesday, February 4, 2009 12:11:51 AM

All I need is my neck to headbang and I'm set headbang lol

Seriously though I'm sorry. it must suck not to be able to do the things you love

asaki1 Wednesday, February 4, 2009 12:21:56 AM

lol
Yeah, but I haven't given up! I go back to physical therapy nest month. Nothing is never impossible. smile

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 Wednesday, February 4, 2009 12:55:05 AM

I going to start therapy sometime in march,hopely then i'll be walking again up

MConor Wednesday, February 4, 2009 11:27:30 AM

yes Being cared over by a hot physiotherapist.... I miss therapy bigsmile

asaki1 Thursday, February 5, 2009 2:56:10 AM

LMAO, I had a old creepy guy. I didn't want him giving me messages at all. The exercising was find but when it was time for a message, I would ask for the lady that was on staff.

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 Thursday, February 5, 2009 3:09:40 AM

LMAO@Asaki i can't to my hot nurse comes back home from college so she can give me a massage. heart also i have this hot friend who is always offering me massages(we all know who that is ne).

asaki1 Thursday, February 5, 2009 4:20:56 AM

LOL, AKIRA-CHAN!
Lucky you Kyo, there's a lot of hot guys on staff but every time I go they're always busy with someone else. It's either the old creepy guy or the nice lady available. I usually choose the lady. lol

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 Thursday, February 5, 2009 4:31:22 AM

LOL you guessed right asaki.
she's holding my hand and typing at the same time.
itsn't she talented?!ahahaha
whoa there are no hot guys on staff or anywhere in the building,but there is only one hot guy there.it's me (i'm just kidding haha)
next time choose the creepy old dude,he might have a lot to offer lol

MConor Thursday, February 5, 2009 6:57:31 PM

lol

asaki1 Friday, February 6, 2009 1:29:26 AM

LMAO Kyo, just the thought of that yuck

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 Friday, February 6, 2009 3:26:27 AM

awwww Asaki don't leave the old guy hanging.

asaki1 Friday, February 6, 2009 4:28:18 AM

LMAO, whatever Kyo.smile

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 Friday, February 6, 2009 6:06:28 AM

LMAO lol

MConor Friday, February 6, 2009 10:45:48 AM

lol How'd you and Akira get on in Osaka?

asaki1 Saturday, February 7, 2009 4:16:57 AM

Yeah Kyo, let us know the gossip wait

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 Saturday, February 7, 2009 7:20:41 AM

Boy!!you guys are nosy huh? lol we were just going there to visit an old friend and to get away from tokyo awhile.

asaki1 Saturday, February 7, 2009 3:19:22 PM

awww I was expecting some juicy stuff. lol Anyways, it's good that you're up and about. Get a lot of excercise, hopefully you can get back to work soon, it'll occupy your time and keep your mind from being depressed.

MConor Saturday, February 7, 2009 3:51:41 PM

lol Yeah we're noisy... what else can we do? lol

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 Sunday, February 8, 2009 9:36:11 AM

lol asaki what were you expecting anyway huh? lol i feel i'll save the rest for my next blog post.i didn't tell you guys everything.




Lmao conor. lol

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 Sunday, February 8, 2009 9:38:11 AM

Hey Khammy i'm glad you feel special wink thank you for your kindness.
Your name is so damn cool Khammy cool

asaki1 Sunday, February 8, 2009 4:47:19 PM

I'll be looking forward to your latest blog wait
Oh yeah, we are nosey, thanks to you Kyosuke. We sit around waiting to hear about the latest events in your life. You've spoiled us lol

MConor Sunday, February 8, 2009 4:54:43 PM

lol

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 Monday, February 9, 2009 6:28:19 AM

I guess KyoKira has spoiled you all huh? lol be sure to stay tuned to the next exciting episode of Kyosuke! lol





Either way i still think Khammy is a cool name. up

MConor Monday, February 9, 2009 4:17:08 PM

lol We are always tuned in bigsmile

asaki1 Monday, February 9, 2009 11:49:06 PM

Exactly. It's like waiting for your favorite show to air or manga to release. lol
"The Chronicles of Kyo" yes

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 Tuesday, February 10, 2009 1:50:45 AM

lol (kyo takes a bow and waves to his fans bigsmile )

MConor Tuesday, February 10, 2009 5:03:34 PM

lol

Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 Wednesday, February 11, 2009 3:45:25 AM

bigsmile
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