I'm Just Being..... Me!!!

A few weeks ago,I decided that I have had enough of heartache,not sleeping nor eating,so i let go of my stubborn ways and set out to go talk to Yui!

Before i was leaving my home to the Akemi Kazoku home,Akirachan wanted to go just to make sure i didn't lose my nerve and punk out!Akirachan and I both set at to the Akemi's home and on our way there,i just started having flashbacks and hearing her koe(voice) saying "i love you Shinobu" over and over again!The whole time,i wasn't even thinking of what i was going to say,so i was basically heading there without a gameplan.

We reach The Akemi Kazoku(family)home,after i knocked on the door,i was expecting to two things to happen.
1.I would get slapped in my face by Okasan Akemi or 2.I would get my ass kicked by ototosan Akemi for making their daughter cry!
To my surprise,neither happened!(Kamisama domo arigato)anyway...as Akirachan and i make our way into the house,I see Yui sitting in the Kazoku room watching tv.She caught sight of Me and I just by looking into her sad eyes,i sense a deep sadness,pain,and self pity!
I nearly broke into tears when i saw the tears falling down her sadden face.I took a deep breath and said "Yui,we need to talk."

Yui and I went back to her room,while Akirachan was with the Akemi no kazoku.
There was this huge pulse and it seem like time itself has completely stopped!
I didn't know how to start the conversation,but Yui suddenly started to speak.

Here's how the conversation went....

Yui:Kyo...I....

Kyo:Yui...there's no need to keep apologizing.Just want to know.....why did you kiss Ryan?!

Yui:Kyochan ,you didn't give me a chance to explain what happen!

Kyo:Explain?!!There you and Ryan were and for some odd reason,you decided to kiss him!

Yui:Kyo!You know i wouldn't do that to you!I have always been by your side,so why would I want to hurt you!

Kyo:I don't know,but sure stuck i knife through my heart!

Yui:Shinobu,this what really happened.i was talking with chelsea,when Ryan suddenly just kissed me!I tried pushing him away,but he kept going.As i pushed him away,i notice Ryo and Akira forcing you out the place and i just felt terrible!

Kyo:What?!how come you didn't tell me this sooner?

Yui:I tried,but you wouldn't anwser any of my calls Kyo!

Kyo:Yui,I'm sorry.i was so upset by that image and nothing could reach to me then.

Yui:Shinobu Kyosuke...You know I love you and want to be with you forever.I would never nor could i ever love someone,the way i love you.

Kyo:(tears pouring down my face)Yui....I will always love you,you are my inspiration,my life,and my soulmate.

After that,we were both brought to tears and we hugged for several minutes.We kissed and then looked into each other eyes,while i was holding her in my arms,then I said "I love you Yui Akemi!" She said "I love you Kyosuke Shinobu!"
Then we smile and kissed some more.

She also told me that,while she was at college,she never attended any parties or gatherings!I was like what?you can't be serious!She was like "this is what i did my whole time there..............
Then She showed me this binder of hers and inside were poems she wrote about us!She said,while in school,all she could think about was being with me.
I was like "awww my sexy and smart Mimichan!"

Things are great between us once again!
As we head into our second year together,things will only get better.
Hey!who knows,maybe we'll have some kids next or get married! (just kidding) (or am i )

You are boku no subete!

thanks for reading.

ja

Artist:Utada Hikaru Song:This One(Crying Like a Child)