My OperaGoodBye Mother! I Love You Dearly!
Friday, May 8, 2009 4:25:05 AM
First i'm not talking about my mother
but this woman cared and loved me as i was her own!
Yesterday,My friend "Megumi" her mother passed away due to heart illness!
I don't even know how to finish this post without breaking in tears!
Mrs.Kotetsu(family name)Michiko(first name)was not only a family friend to my family,but she was like a second mother to me!
She has known me throughout my life time!she had a huge role in my recovery from my dad passing away!
If it wasn't for Mother Kotetsu,I wouldn't be the man that i am today!
I remember when was 5 years old,this one time,i was feeling left out,cuz my friends went to the park without me!
I was at home crying and Mother Kotetsu asked me if i wanted to have some Tea with her?!
My heart grew warm and i wiped away my tears and grabbed her hand,then we went to her home and had some tea.
she then sang me a song and i remember falling asleep in her lap!
I never once called her Kotetsu-Sama(Mrs.Kotetsu),i always called her Okasan Kotetsu(Mother Kotetsu).
I just love being call Sora(sky) by her.
Mother Kotetsu gave me that name,cuz she said that i had a heart as pure and clear as the bright blue sky!
Yesterday morning was the last time she called me "Sora"!
This is a great lost to Megumi,Myself,our friends,our families,and anyone who has ever known Mother Kotetsu!
I can't believe i will never hear,see,or feel her ever again!
I'm really starting to feel like i did when my father passed away!
I hate feeling Low,Dark,and Depressed!
It took years for this void in my heart to heal and now,it has reopenned!
Well i thought things were going great for once in my life,that vision came crashing down!
I don't think my heart can take another loss of a loved one!
Everyone,please forgive me if i'm not active at this time!
I just need some time to myself.
I really am sorry.
Mother Kotetsu,I will always carry your image in my memory and every single word you have told me.since my coming into this world will forever be in my heart!
I know you are in a much greater place with Kami-Sama!
Journey well and always give Megumi the strength to keep moving forward!
May you now enjoy your eternal life.
-Shinobu(Sora)Kyosuke.
but this woman cared and loved me as i was her own!
Yesterday,My friend "Megumi" her mother passed away due to heart illness!
I don't even know how to finish this post without breaking in tears!
Mrs.Kotetsu(family name)Michiko(first name)was not only a family friend to my family,but she was like a second mother to me!
She has known me throughout my life time!she had a huge role in my recovery from my dad passing away!
If it wasn't for Mother Kotetsu,I wouldn't be the man that i am today!
I remember when was 5 years old,this one time,i was feeling left out,cuz my friends went to the park without me!
I was at home crying and Mother Kotetsu asked me if i wanted to have some Tea with her?!
My heart grew warm and i wiped away my tears and grabbed her hand,then we went to her home and had some tea.
she then sang me a song and i remember falling asleep in her lap!I never once called her Kotetsu-Sama(Mrs.Kotetsu),i always called her Okasan Kotetsu(Mother Kotetsu).
I just love being call Sora(sky) by her.
Mother Kotetsu gave me that name,cuz she said that i had a heart as pure and clear as the bright blue sky!
Yesterday morning was the last time she called me "Sora"!
This is a great lost to Megumi,Myself,our friends,our families,and anyone who has ever known Mother Kotetsu!
I can't believe i will never hear,see,or feel her ever again!
I'm really starting to feel like i did when my father passed away!
I hate feeling Low,Dark,and Depressed!
It took years for this void in my heart to heal and now,it has reopenned!
Well i thought things were going great for once in my life,that vision came crashing down!
I don't think my heart can take another loss of a loved one!
Everyone,please forgive me if i'm not active at this time!
I just need some time to myself.
I really am sorry.
Mother Kotetsu,I will always carry your image in my memory and every single word you have told me.since my coming into this world will forever be in my heart!
I know you are in a much greater place with Kami-Sama!
Journey well and always give Megumi the strength to keep moving forward!
May you now enjoy your eternal life.
-Shinobu(Sora)Kyosuke.
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asaki1 # Saturday, May 9, 2009 2:31:56 PM
Take some time to mourn and return to us when you feel you can, we will be waiting to hear from you.
MConor # Saturday, May 9, 2009 6:34:30 PM
Naonaoo # Monday, May 11, 2009 2:25:11 AM
that's sweet you had a someone special like that in your life time but nothing will last forever and as the saying goes everything is evanescent.
but she will live in your heart forever!
Casey Jadecj16rockz # Monday, May 11, 2009 5:02:19 AM
Joseph Nepomucin N. Niezjosephnepomucin # Tuesday, May 12, 2009 1:43:45 AM
I am fervently praying that Okasan Kotetsu's is now resting in eternal peace. And to those left, I pray that all is in God's grace to remember and honor her legacy and carry-on living with a bright hope that someday you'll meet again somewhere.
Master Kyo feel her caress in the wind that blows your skin, hear her voice in the chirping of birds around you, see her smile in the faces of your friends and loved ones that greets you everyday, and embrace her love for you in the warmth of the sun that shines every morning.
Everytime it rains, just remember that Your Okasan Kotetsu Master Kyo is weeping on your behalf to wash away all your worries, your pains, sufferings and all your ill-feelings, in the same way that your Father is sending you his smile in the skies.
Master Kyo, and to all dearly beloved left by Okasan Kotetsu I sincerely dedicate this song "The Light Of A Million Mornings". May it bring you peace in this darkened hours of your life.
http://www.imeem.com/pauljacobenriquez/music/WrySyjLN/philippine-madrigal-singers-light-of-a-million-mornings/
P.S. If it helps to for you to cry Master Kyo cry it out, I'll join you.
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Eternal rest grant unto Kotetsu-Sama, O Lord.
And may perpetual light shine upon her.
May Kotetsu-Sama's soul,
and all the souls of our dearly departed,
rest in peace.
Amen.
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Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Tuesday, May 12, 2009 8:21:58 PM
I just hope i can give my love and support to Megumi-chan!
Asaki: Thank you Asaki!I need to be strong,in order to help Megumi-chan through this!I know i can always count on you all giving support,but i need to give all my care and heart to Megumi to help her heal!
thank you again.
Eric: I'll be fine.
Conor: It's ok.
Nao: Domo arigato for the very true words!
Casey: Yeah Megumi-chan is very depressed now!
It's True that Okasan Kotetsu is in better care now! thank you.
Weeddy: you are not late.Thank you for your words.
Mattbenfly75: Thank you for being here and i'm sorry for your loss.
Sef: Words can not describe how grateful of your words! Thank you for everything.
As for crying,that's all i've been doing recently.i feel this life of mine is just a huge mistake!tragedy after tragedy!
but i have to be strong for me and Megumi-chan.
Thank you Sef
Gia: Thank you little sister! I must always remember that i have all these wonderful people around me!
Mellow MelloMellowMello # Tuesday, May 12, 2009 11:17:42 PM
Leonp.vmynoel # Thursday, May 14, 2009 4:36:32 PM
Linhbrokenheartvn # Friday, May 15, 2009 4:49:57 PM
Linh.
AkiraAkiraKamiyoshi # Saturday, May 16, 2009 10:59:30 AM
Betty belva3 # Monday, May 18, 2009 9:50:37 AM
Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Tuesday, May 19, 2009 11:43:45 PM
I would like to thank you all for giving me words of strenght to get through this loss and now,i'm helping Megumi heal!
we are doing so much better now!
Thank you everyone!
-kyo