I'm Just Being..... Me!!!

This isn't really a post
just a little theory^^

For about 5 days now
there has been this kawaii orange and black butterfly flying outside of my home.^-^
everyday for 5 days...
whenever i'm outside
the butterfly is there resting in the tree.

Akira and Yui both have seen this butterfly outside of my home.
i told them that...
that butterfly could be a soul coming back to visit family.
they both laughed a little and said "it sounds strange,but it could be true."

Seeing that butterfly flutter gracefully in the cool Tokyo air
made me think about my fathers theories of the butterfly.

there are 2 types of butterflies.the first type are "Ijuu Choucho"(migration butterflies).
the Ijuu Choucho travels from different places in the world just viewing this beautiful sekai(world) from the skies above.Free spirits if you will.
the second type is called the "Houmonsha Choucho"(Visitor Butterflies)
this type of butterfly are not just insects,rather they are tamashii(souls)being granted the time to visit earth to see there loved ones.they can't return in there human bodies,but they become beautiful butterflies and they watch over members of their family by flying outside of their homes.^_-

My Otousan told me this when i was 5.^^
I remember that day,it was spring time and i was sitting in the park with my dad
watching the Sakura blow in the wind,when suddenly this butterfly
landed on my hand.
it was a beautiful white and green choucho.
that was my aunt's "Nami Michiko" favorite colors.^^(she passes away when i was 3)
that's when my Otousan told me that story.

I told Yui and Akira this story and i believe they somehow agree with this theroy.

One of my Father's favorite colors were orange...
so i name the butterfly outside of my home
"Hirashi"(my Otousan's name^^)
I believe that the butterfly outside of my home is my Father's spirit visiting to see how much i have grow and to give me a little peace at mind.(which it has)

Otousan ai desu^^

i just felt like doing a small post about....

My friend "Hirashi" the Butterfly

Thanks for reading.^-^(v)

ja ne

*doyōbi* evening,I was at *shigoto* doing some sketches and i was half way through my current sketch.
At 10:30pm,i was to serve coffee to everyone in the studio(it was about nine us,but why do i have serve the damn coffee!?let the newbies do that.)
*tonikaku*,after i got through serve coffee(phew),i got back to work and my co-worker Aso Keiko and i had a funny and private conversation about the "3 letter word"
We also drew some pictures(they were funny and detailed)
it made work that day less stressful for me!*Arigato* Keiko-san(she's very funny)

Back to the story...

Ok,now it's 11:57 and i'm finishing my last assignment.
just when i was getting ready to say *oyasumimasen* to Kubo-sama
and leave for home,one of the fellow *joshu* asked me to help him with the sketches for the storyboard,
cuz he had to *hashiru* home quick to get something.
being the "can't say no guy"that i am,i agreed to help him
the guy was to go home,pick something up(quickly),and come back to help me with the storyboard.

Here it is 3:12am,3 hours later and by then,i finish the storyboard thanks to Keiko-san offering to help me.
so here comes "Mr.i'll be right back"entering the room and as soon as i saw him,i became super pissed!!(not to mention i was dead tired)
so i asked him to go take a break with Keiko-san and me.
we went to the lobby(nobody was around)so i told him to step in this empty room with me
and Keiko-san kept watch outside the door.

So we are in the room and Keiko-san on watch outside the door,i proceded with the conversation...

Kyo:Takumi!where were you?don't you know i just completed your work for you and i'm nai getting paid a yen extra for that!

Takumi:Shinobu-san,forgive me,but when i got home,i was so tired that i took a short rest and i totally forgot you were doing my work.
i'm sorry Shinobu-san

Kyo:what!?who the fuck you think i am!?a man with all the time in the world?what the fuck do i look like!?
some kind of work completing machine?you know what Takumi!don't fucking ask me for another favor as long as you work in the same fucking building with me!!
not even if i were the last *hito* in the world that could help you.
don't fucking look at me nor don't open your mouth to say a fucking word to me!GOT IT!GOOD!!enjoy your evening.

Takumi:come Shinobu-san!don't be that way.i'm truly sorry.

haha!as you can see,i was mad.when i don't get my sleep,i turn into the Hulk(kyo smash)
anyway,Keiko-san had a good laugh,cuz she said i sounded like a guy from a mobster movie!lol.it does sound like that.(i watch a lot of mobster movies with Joe Pesci in them)

I felt bad the next day,so i called Takumi and aplogized.we both had a good laugh about it and he forgave me.*Yare yare*
later on today,we are going to the *shōtengai* later.

Some Japanese words featured in this post...
Doyōbi=Saturday
Shigoto=Work
Arigato=Thank you
Oyasumimasen=Goodnight
Joshu=Assisant
Hashiru=Run
Hito=Person
Yareyare=Thank goodness
Shōtengai=Arcade

Artist:Ellegarden Song:SuperNova

A few weeks ago,I decided that I have had enough of heartache,not sleeping nor eating,so i let go of my stubborn ways and set out to go talk to Yui!

Before i was leaving my home to the Akemi Kazoku home,Akirachan wanted to go just to make sure i didn't lose my nerve and punk out!Akirachan and I both set at to the Akemi's home and on our way there,i just started having flashbacks and hearing her koe(voice) saying "i love you Shinobu" over and over again!The whole time,i wasn't even thinking of what i was going to say,so i was basically heading there without a gameplan.

We reach The Akemi Kazoku(family)home,after i knocked on the door,i was expecting to two things to happen.
1.I would get slapped in my face by Okasan Akemi or 2.I would get my ass kicked by ototosan Akemi for making their daughter cry!
To my surprise,neither happened!(Kamisama domo arigato)anyway...as Akirachan and i make our way into the house,I see Yui sitting in the Kazoku room watching tv.She caught sight of Me and I just by looking into her sad eyes,i sense a deep sadness,pain,and self pity!
I nearly broke into tears when i saw the tears falling down her sadden face.I took a deep breath and said "Yui,we need to talk."

Yui and I went back to her room,while Akirachan was with the Akemi no kazoku.
There was this huge pulse and it seem like time itself has completely stopped!
I didn't know how to start the conversation,but Yui suddenly started to speak.

Here's how the conversation went....

Yui:Kyo...I....

Kyo:Yui...there's no need to keep apologizing.Just want to know.....why did you kiss Ryan?!

Yui:Kyochan ,you didn't give me a chance to explain what happen!

Kyo:Explain?!!There you and Ryan were and for some odd reason,you decided to kiss him!

Yui:Kyo!You know i wouldn't do that to you!I have always been by your side,so why would I want to hurt you!

Kyo:I don't know,but sure stuck i knife through my heart!

Yui:Shinobu,this what really happened.i was talking with chelsea,when Ryan suddenly just kissed me!I tried pushing him away,but he kept going.As i pushed him away,i notice Ryo and Akira forcing you out the place and i just felt terrible!

Kyo:What?!how come you didn't tell me this sooner?

Yui:I tried,but you wouldn't anwser any of my calls Kyo!

Kyo:Yui,I'm sorry.i was so upset by that image and nothing could reach to me then.

Yui:Shinobu Kyosuke...You know I love you and want to be with you forever.I would never nor could i ever love someone,the way i love you.

Kyo:(tears pouring down my face)Yui....I will always love you,you are my inspiration,my life,and my soulmate.

After that,we were both brought to tears and we hugged for several minutes.We kissed and then looked into each other eyes,while i was holding her in my arms,then I said "I love you Yui Akemi!" She said "I love you Kyosuke Shinobu!"
Then we smile and kissed some more.

She also told me that,while she was at college,she never attended any parties or gatherings!I was like what?you can't be serious!She was like "this is what i did my whole time there..............
Then She showed me this binder of hers and inside were poems she wrote about us!She said,while in school,all she could think about was being with me.
I was like "awww my sexy and smart Mimichan!"

Things are great between us once again!
As we head into our second year together,things will only get better.
Hey!who knows,maybe we'll have some kids next or get married! (just kidding) (or am i )

You are boku no subete!

thanks for reading.

ja

Artist:Utada Hikaru Song:This One(Crying Like a Child)