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KyOsUkE's DaRk SiDe!!!

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okay what i'm about to tell you guys is very personal and how i almost died sad i feel very comfortable sharing this story with you guys smile

here goes nothing....
okay the year was 1999,on november 12. i was in high school and i was call down to the principle's office.by me being the joker of the school,i thought i was in trouble smile but they was about to deliver some news that changed my life forever sad
they told me that my father had past away due to heart failure cry
after hearing that,my whole body started to shake,then i burst out in tears and i was told i pasted out.
a day after my father's funeral,i
started to take on a more darker personality sad
i started ditching school,i stopped eating for at least five days,i never comb my hair,and i started thinking suicide was my only cure of depression up
my friends/future dance crew and akemi knew something was terribly wrong with Kyo.
whenever they visit,i didn't want to talk and i completely isolated myself from everyone.my grades in school was slipping and believe it or not i was an A student.
on friday at 6:57 pm i was about to end my life.i went to a construction zone and started to climb a ladder,all the way to the top of a steel beam.i walked toward the edge and i remember saying "Kami watch over my family and friends" and little did i know,i was being followed.just before i set one foot off the beam.an arm grabbed me and to my surprise,it was Yui!!
i believe god sent her there to prevent me from making the ultimate mistake.
she grabbed me and pulled back then she pinned me down and broke out in tears.
at that point i realized that i was not only hurting myself,but everyone around me.my exact words to her was "Domo arigatou Yui,gomen nasai"
to this very day,i feel like she is my guardian angel angel
i'm soooo glad to be alive bigsmile

thank you for taking the time to read this


-KyOsUkE

Curse of the Golden Flower

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This movie has to be by far the best movie i've seen in years yes i know this movie came out 2 years ago but i find my self still watching this movie with lots of enjoyment bigsmile it's so many twist and turns in this movie,it's very emotional,and the plot is very excellent yes
So here is Kyo's review enjoy smile
The movie is based on Cao Yu's 1934 play "Thunderstorm",but is set in the imperial court of the Later Shu,which was during the turbulent Five Dynasties and Ten Kingdoms Period.Emperor Ping is a man of humble origins and strong ambition,having risen to the throne from lowly rank of captain.He abandoned his first wife to marry the Princess of Liang,who is now his Empress Phoenix.The Emperor does not love his second wife or her often sour mood;he blames the latter on an illness,for which he has forced her to take medicine of his own concoction every two hours for the past ten years.Empress Phoenix has been outwardly obedient throughout the marriage and her husband's treatment,but has grown suspicious of the medicine in the recent span of ten days.

Later in the movie the imperial doctor starts adding a poisonous black fungus to the Empress's medicine,which causes its taker to lose his or her mind within a two month span.This causes the Empress to believe that the Emperor wants her dead.So Empress Phoenix plans to rebel against Emperor Ping,but she has to enlist the help of her eldest son Prince Jai for the plan to succeed.Empress Phoenix tells Prince Jai that she wants him to become Emperor.Prince Jai agrees,so at the Chrysanthemum Festival the rebellion begins.The Empress's army is lead by Prince Jai and they wear a golden suit of armor and scarfs with Chrysanthemum symbol weaved in it. cool


That wraps it up for my movie review because i don't won't to spoiled the whole movie bigsmile i hope you enjoy it because i enjoyed sharing it yes this also a great movie for those that are fans of asian movie Kyo recommends it yes

very stressed!!!!!

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What a stressful three days it has been for me.i mean i've been working none stop all last week, with breakdancing competitions coming up practicing everyday working from 2:00pm to 12:00am, i barely have any me time.i don't have long to sleep,i'm always doing something i wish i didn't have to work so hard.

i just need sometime away from work,breakdancing,or anything that will cause me any kind of stress.

i'm seriously extremely tired!!!
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