I'm Just Being..... Me!!!

Just when i thought my life couldn't get any worse,it did!!
There's multiple reasons why i'm angry!


1. Man!just when i thought i was going to travel to all those different places,my manager told me that she thinks it's best if i go back to Tokyo!
On the second day in Hong Kong,i started feeling worse than before,but i tried to cover this up,due to the fact if my manager found out I was very ill,She'd send me back to Japan!On our way from getting lunch,i started to lose my balance and I fell to the ground, my co-workers were asking if i was ok.I told them i was fine so they helped me back to my feet,but once i got up,everything went silence and my vision went black!
A few hours later,i awoke in a hospital(i didn't tell Akira this) and my manager told me that i'm too unhealthy for this trip,so they were sending me back home!
I was so pissed!I mean,good things rarely happen in this life of mine!
So i'm back home bed stricken,depressed,stressed,and sick!


2. Mimi-chan has yet to arrive! i'm kind of worried now!



3. My friend Kenoichi is throwing a St.Patrick's Day party and Akira-chan told me that it's best if i stay home and rest!
That's the right thing for me to do now,but it's also unfair,because Green is my favorite color,i haven't been to a party for months,and i'm super stressed and i could use a drink about now!



4.I almost forgot,but recently,I've been thinking to myself about different career path!
I'm totally fine with my current job,nice boss,great workplace,and great pay!But i wish i had studied more things in college and try many new things also!
My life is taking a downward spiral! i don't know why,but i feel unsatisfied with myself!?


Well take care everyone!
here is "Abingdon Boys School feat.Micro" song "Lost Reason" (I love this song!)