My OperaReflections of My Heart....
Tuesday, January 19, 2010 8:04:08 AM
Shinobu Kyousuke...
This is the Reflections of your Heart...
I look at you from the other side of the mirror...
I beat within your chest,
carry all your deepest desires and your darkest thoughts.
the mind is too feeble to hold your darkest desires and thoughts,
so you sent them here.in your Heart...
I have taken the form of your reflection on the other side of the mirror.
Every morning,every single waking moment of your life...
You look into the mirror at your reflection staring back at you.
mimicking you,but the only difference between you me is...
i don't ask my reflection everyday...
"who am i?"
Unlike you...
I know who Shinobu Kyousuke is.
I know all about you and who you truly are.
Shall i tell you who you are?
Shinobu Kyousuke.忍京助
Age:24
DOB:April/25.1985
hometown:Tokyo prefecture Shibuya,Japan
Nationality:Japanese
You are the son of Shinobu Misaki and Shinobu Hirashi
you are the youngest sibling to Shinobu Natsuki,Toushi,and Mashiro
Whom love you with all their hearts.
Can't really say the same for you...
You are a pathetic excuse of a person..
Life gives you shit,then you want to give up.
Does your last name serve no purpose?
You want things to be easy for you.
You hate when things don't go your way or if you are wrong.
But,isn't life supposed to be full of difficult obstacles?
December 12.1999.
Remember that date?
Of course you do.
It's when we lost Shinobu Hirashi.
The single most important person in your life.
I remember a 14 year old boy...
crying in the corner of his room for days.
no sleep,no food,no hope,no love,no more reason to live.
I looked at you from across the room..
That long jet black hair covered your eyes.
That boy look up at the ceiling,
tears flowing down his eyes without end...
But the most amazing part was..
The boy's face was emotionless.
Tears of no emotion flowed down his pale face.
The boy turned his head and saw a mirror.
He walked towards the mirror and he spoke.
The words he spoke were..
"I am Shinobu Kyousuke.
This name is familiar,but i can't find who it belongs to..
but,i just said i am Shinobu Kyousuke
I don't know if that's who i am?
Whose eyes are these?
Why can't i see beyond them?
Why is there so much Agony within them?
It's pissing me off!"
As little Kyou punched the mirror..
I knew you lost yourself then..
I watched you beyond the shattered mirror,holding your bleeding hand,
while your head hangs low.
As i watched the crimsom fluid flow from your hands..
I remember those eyes you spoke of previously...
Those emotionless Chestnut colored eyes,belonged to you!
Do you remember the construction site?
Yes!you know it all too well!
It was suppose to be the place of our death...
You wanted to give up so bad!
You were wishing for death!
It was as if....you were actually happy,
but that feeling of happiness was tainted with the stains of sorrow.
Now!
Here we are...
2010.A new year.
This was supposed to be your new beginning if i'm not mistaken.
Then again,i was wrong...
Look at you!
Depressed,stress,sick,sad,self-pity has consumed your heart again!
And for what?
You lead a successful life,you have a great woman beside you,a very loving/supporting family,and your friends stick besides you,despite all the bullshit that you've given them!
Every single one of those people could easily say..
"I wish i could trade him in for someone more cheerful and less dreadful"
But they didn't!
You are nothing more than a pathetic child who never stops bitching and crying!
24 years i had to carry the burdens of your damned life!
I'm sick of it!
You are very fortunated to have what you do and the talents god have given you.
Things aren't going to be easy always and yeah,we all get depressed and a little discouraged,
but you are just pathetic!
You better shape up soon or your demise is fastly sneaking up behind you.
You know what!..
Do us all a favor,just die someplace far away from us...
that way,we can easily forget you.
May the afterlife be what you expect Shinobu Kyousuke.
I am what's reflected from within your soul.
It's totally scary how truthful your heart can be.
I now know who i am..
I'm Shinobu Kyousuke...
A self hated kid with many talents.
All i can do now is..
take what i have witness and grow from it.
hate me if you must,but i will be glad to know how you truly view Shinobu Kyousuke.
Thanks for reading.
This is the Reflections of your Heart...
I look at you from the other side of the mirror...
I beat within your chest,
carry all your deepest desires and your darkest thoughts.
the mind is too feeble to hold your darkest desires and thoughts,
so you sent them here.in your Heart...
I have taken the form of your reflection on the other side of the mirror.
Every morning,every single waking moment of your life...
You look into the mirror at your reflection staring back at you.
mimicking you,but the only difference between you me is...
i don't ask my reflection everyday...
"who am i?"
Unlike you...
I know who Shinobu Kyousuke is.
I know all about you and who you truly are.
Shall i tell you who you are?
Shinobu Kyousuke.忍京助
Age:24
DOB:April/25.1985
hometown:Tokyo prefecture Shibuya,Japan
Nationality:Japanese
You are the son of Shinobu Misaki and Shinobu Hirashi
you are the youngest sibling to Shinobu Natsuki,Toushi,and Mashiro
Whom love you with all their hearts.
Can't really say the same for you...
You are a pathetic excuse of a person..
Life gives you shit,then you want to give up.
Does your last name serve no purpose?
You want things to be easy for you.
You hate when things don't go your way or if you are wrong.
But,isn't life supposed to be full of difficult obstacles?
December 12.1999.
Remember that date?
Of course you do.
It's when we lost Shinobu Hirashi.
The single most important person in your life.
I remember a 14 year old boy...
crying in the corner of his room for days.
no sleep,no food,no hope,no love,no more reason to live.
I looked at you from across the room..
That long jet black hair covered your eyes.
That boy look up at the ceiling,
tears flowing down his eyes without end...
But the most amazing part was..
The boy's face was emotionless.
Tears of no emotion flowed down his pale face.
The boy turned his head and saw a mirror.
He walked towards the mirror and he spoke.
The words he spoke were..
"I am Shinobu Kyousuke.
This name is familiar,but i can't find who it belongs to..
but,i just said i am Shinobu Kyousuke
I don't know if that's who i am?
Whose eyes are these?
Why can't i see beyond them?
Why is there so much Agony within them?
It's pissing me off!"
As little Kyou punched the mirror..
I knew you lost yourself then..
I watched you beyond the shattered mirror,holding your bleeding hand,
while your head hangs low.
As i watched the crimsom fluid flow from your hands..
I remember those eyes you spoke of previously...
Those emotionless Chestnut colored eyes,belonged to you!
Do you remember the construction site?
Yes!you know it all too well!
It was suppose to be the place of our death...
You wanted to give up so bad!
You were wishing for death!
It was as if....you were actually happy,
but that feeling of happiness was tainted with the stains of sorrow.
Now!
Here we are...
2010.A new year.
This was supposed to be your new beginning if i'm not mistaken.
Then again,i was wrong...
Look at you!
Depressed,stress,sick,sad,self-pity has consumed your heart again!
And for what?
You lead a successful life,you have a great woman beside you,a very loving/supporting family,and your friends stick besides you,despite all the bullshit that you've given them!
Every single one of those people could easily say..
"I wish i could trade him in for someone more cheerful and less dreadful"
But they didn't!
You are nothing more than a pathetic child who never stops bitching and crying!
24 years i had to carry the burdens of your damned life!
I'm sick of it!
You are very fortunated to have what you do and the talents god have given you.
Things aren't going to be easy always and yeah,we all get depressed and a little discouraged,
but you are just pathetic!
You better shape up soon or your demise is fastly sneaking up behind you.
You know what!..
Do us all a favor,just die someplace far away from us...
that way,we can easily forget you.
May the afterlife be what you expect Shinobu Kyousuke.
I am what's reflected from within your soul.
It's totally scary how truthful your heart can be.
I now know who i am..
I'm Shinobu Kyousuke...
A self hated kid with many talents.
All i can do now is..
take what i have witness and grow from it.
hate me if you must,but i will be glad to know how you truly view Shinobu Kyousuke.
Thanks for reading.
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Annabelovedfool # Tuesday, January 19, 2010 2:50:15 PM
John PoisonTheFireSnake # Tuesday, January 19, 2010 6:07:23 PM
GR££／\／GuiltyGear # Tuesday, January 19, 2010 8:13:48 PM
self loathing,self pity,self hatred these are the symptoms of a suicidal person
=(xxXkaylaxxX)=KaylaMinajnumbah1 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 3:10:34 AM
Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 4:06:46 AM
Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 4:11:42 AM
thanks for coming.
@Green.Yeah!it's no point in arguing with myself.
it's like arguing with a woman,you'll never win.
p.s. maybe i am suicidal.
@Kayla.Thanks Kayla.i hope you don't have the same problems like me!
GR££／\／GuiltyGear # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 4:55:49 AM
Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 4:57:54 AM
GR££／\／GuiltyGear # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:00:58 AM
Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:05:43 AM
GR££／\／GuiltyGear # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:08:13 AM
Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:12:24 AM
GR££／\／GuiltyGear # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:16:00 AM
oh and i almost forgot, whats up!
Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:17:43 AM
oh!nothing but the ceiling.
GR££／\／GuiltyGear # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:19:19 AM
you live in a house!!!?!?!?!?!
asaki1 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:22:47 AM
GR££／\／GuiltyGear # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:24:50 AM
asaki1 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:26:00 AM
Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:26:40 AM
Hey Asa.
GR££／\／GuiltyGear # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:27:04 AM
asaki1 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:31:51 AM
GR££／\／GuiltyGear # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:36:36 AM
asaki1 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:40:37 AM
GR££／\／GuiltyGear # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:42:11 AM
Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:42:41 AM
GR££／\／GuiltyGear # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:45:08 AM
asaki1 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:45:27 AM
3 Words for you Green, Learn To Swim
GR££／\／GuiltyGear # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:46:46 AM
asaki1 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:48:10 AM
Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:48:42 AM
GR££／\／GuiltyGear # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:49:55 AM
asaki1 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:54:29 AM
I WANNA GET AWAY, I WANNA GET AWAY!
I WANNA GET AWAY, I WANNA GET AWAY!
YEAH!
Don't mind him Kyo, he's missing screws and Americans are very cruel in nature...
Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 5:55:46 AM
i'll let you two lunatics have your time....
GR££／\／GuiltyGear # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 6:07:10 AM
GR££／\／GuiltyGear # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 6:08:16 AM
Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 6:08:29 AM
i love ya too Imoutochan.
asaki1 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 6:11:34 AM
Originally posted by GuiltyGear:
You're an idiot!
asaki1 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 6:13:15 AM
Originally posted by GuiltyGear:
huuuuuuuuuuuh? Well American's are. Only you can get a laugh out of thousands of ppl dying. Face it, American humor is strange... some might not understand it... like me...
Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 6:13:38 AM
GR££／\／GuiltyGear # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 6:14:11 AM
GR££／\／GuiltyGear # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 6:15:56 AM
and what the japanese are funny? ive seen anime,not funny at all!
Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 6:16:44 AM
GR££／\／GuiltyGear # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 6:20:22 AM
asaki1 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 6:21:32 AM
hey, shut cho mouth Green anime rockz!
Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 6:21:47 AM
asaki1 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 6:23:03 AM
GR££／\／GuiltyGear # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 6:24:03 AM
Kei - The Clown Masterkyosuke316 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 6:24:21 AM
GR££／\／GuiltyGear # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 6:26:49 AM
asaki1 # Wednesday, January 20, 2010 6:27:12 AM
Originally posted by kyosuke316:
American comedians are the funniest! Dave Chapelle and Will Ferrel is my fav! Talk about laugh out loud...