I'm Just Being..... Me!!!

Hey Kyo, Cheer up! Dont let life get you down. I remember the good old days when it wasn't a care in the world. All we looked forward to was a new day to play with our friends and enjoy our family. Now there's bills, drama and adult shit to worry about.
I'm sure if you try harder, you can feel your father smiling because he's always with you. If he promised you that, then I'm sure it's true. Sometimes it's hard to see the sun on a rainy and cloudy day, but just remember, beyond the clouds, the sun is always there, it never moves from that spot.
Keep your head up and think positive. You're surrounded by love, people who know you and people who don't know you, personally (us on MYOPERA).
I'm sorry to hear about your Mom, I'll keep her in my prayers. Enjoy your recovery so you can become 100% cured! Only then you can take back your life with full strength and determination.
Peace and Love Kyo
Stay smiling

not sure what to say to cheer you up Kyo!
i think, Akemi is gonna be around and on your side whatever happen
especially when you need someone ne.

it's easy to say "dont be depressed!" for you, but i know it is hard for you to foreget about the depressed feeling

take you time Kyo. and, muri shinaide! ok?

WE are here for you, as you know

I can't say I know what is like to have someone close to me die. I can't say I can relate... and that is weird. Usually I can... So now I am in an awkward position wondering why I am even writing this... oh yeah.

I know what it is like to be empty. Emotionless, sorrow inside that can't get out. A shell over your true self. A demon. A demon I embraced.

There is no easy way out..... I am not out. The only thing that stops the carving knife going into my throat is the fact that I hate the world. And I want to change that.

Maybe you'll be lucky and maybe me too. Maybe we will overcome our demons and live a life worth living. I hope so. Doesn't mean I think it will happen.

Im sorry man, but nothing goes up where we are. No stars in the sky, no moon to guide us on our way. Surrounded by light, stuck in darkness. The paradox in the equation, the unforunate few in life who have to put up with this shit.

You guys are making me sad. I feel hopeless because I can't do anything to change your feelings. I can just cheer you all on and say keep your head up. Sometimes that's not enough...

It's like the Rise Against song. " It's how we survive, Its what makes us who we are "

Although I prefer Gerards version " This world can't break me "( in welcome to the black parade ). Gives me something to fight against

ALthough we have no obligation to stay alive,
On broken backs we beg for mercy, we will survive
Break out, before the night
I wont be left here behind closed doors

Yeah Kyo, California is the place to be. I'm moving there at the end of 2009. I'm not sure if I want to move to San Diego or San Francisco. Where do you like to travel too?

I need to get away from ireland.... its evil

Conor, Ireland's evil?

Yeah... everybody is the same. They act the same, like the same music, talk the same and like all the same things. And I'm stuck with nobody to talk to

Sorry to hear that Conor. Well I'm in the states and it's a "melting pot." we have so many different faces, races and cultures. I love it! The best thing about it is all cultures are starting to mix and be accepted by the other. In this sad, sad world, people somehow seems to make things a whole lot better.

Now if only there was a way to make the rest of the world see that It's only the politicians greed that make this world hell. If we could just do something about it.... *sigh*

So true Conor.