My deepest thoughts

About me

I love Mountain Dew, Music (especially country),square dancing, flowers, long walks in the woods, stormy nights, fishing, hunting, bike riding, 4 wheeling, getting together with friend and family, playing games with my kids, playing on the computer, and watching my kids grow. They are totaly the coolest thing in my life.It's been a long time, but I would like to get back into camping and would someday like to try being a tornado chaser. I have learned that we need to enjoy every minute in life because we never know when life is going to change. I believe that everything happens for a reason.People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right,you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."SOMETIMES U WANT SOMETHING SO BAD U THINK ITS MEANT TO BE BUT WHEN U DONT GET WHAT U WANT JUST KNOW THAT GOD HAS SOMETHING ELSE PLANNED FOR U AND WHAT HE WANTS IS BEST


I LOVE Music! History, Family Genealogy, Writing, Acting,
Medical work, dragons, unicorns, hearts, doves, puzzles, lighthouses, angels, skulls, sprinkles cupcakes! pizza, mac n cheese,hot dogs, tacos! Mmmm...getting hungry...where was I? Oh yeah...all holidays, sleeping, puppies, kitties, flowers, world peace, fairies, eagles, tornados, earthquakes... Hmmm...the ocean, stars, poetry, quotes, woods, outdoors, computers, smell of fresh cut grass, sunrays! :) I love kids, the more the better. But, I have no interest in people who like to drink, do drugs and waste there life away, and spend all there time engaged in wild play, while there family sits at home doing nothing. I also hate people who talk behide your back, and tells lies across the untied states about you and your family, and then come back to your door steps asking forgivness. Your approval is not desired or required!!! If you talk about me, heres some advice:
"Click your heels three times and wish you had a life!!!!!!!"

My work

I would like to spend the rest of my life with my man.I understand he just isn't ready.I have felt the same way about things, and our kids have to come first. But,now that we are just friends I relize just what I have waiting for me, and have a hard time not reaching for him to hold me, kiss me,is the most wonderful thing that has happened to me since my girls was born.He respects
me,understands me,and is so wonderful with the kids,mine as well as his.I just love being with him,he makes me feel so wonderful inside and out.Every time I see or spend time with him,he makes my life so complete.I would also like to meet my 2 Neices that live far away. But, my biggest dream is to see where the titanic lays at the bottom of the ocean, and also to see a tornato up close, and be able to live to tell the tale