My OperaRefreshing...
Saturday, September 6, 2008 7:37:32 AM
Being late for classes all the time, misconception of time and afloating in the ether. What was wrong w me this week?
Last night, it drove me crazy – sad and disappointed without reason. Sometimes, I try to hide it, but this time, I need s.o to share. I texted some friends. After sharing w them, I felt relieved.
One of them said: “uh, u’re still staying w ur family, that’s much happier and cozier than I. U can do whatever u want, however, I can’t. I don’t even have family besides me. So, don’t be depressed, just be happy…life is too short to neglect…”.
Another one said: “Come on!!! U’re so emotional this time. Stop it. I’m sad too but I no longer think about it. I’ll pay a call on u early in the next morning and we’ll go buying st. We should have st new to make the life brighter…”
Thanks all, my buddies. I promised u. I’ll change. Gradually. And completely.
Got up at 5:15. looked out of the window, the sun was rising. That was the first time after summertime I got up so early. I breathed the fresh air. The horizon was half white half red. I saw a quite big red spot (at the right side of the pic) and thought that was the sun. I waited for it to rise. But it turned out to be the banner of “Golden Sea Hotel”.
Sometimes, things turn out to be different from what we think of and imagine. This can be called day-dreaming. When things fail to live up to our expectation, it may lose the balance, create a big hole in one’s soul or even wear s.o out.
But through this time, I know that we can’t own what doesn’t belong to us. All things have its price. It’s the price for me for not knowing WHO AM I and HOW TO LIVE. Why don't I dare to enjoy myself? Why am I afraid of new relationships? Why don't I...? Stop complaining. Stop wondering.
I can't sow my wild oats!
(serve YOU right!)
Last night, it drove me crazy – sad and disappointed without reason. Sometimes, I try to hide it, but this time, I need s.o to share. I texted some friends. After sharing w them, I felt relieved.
One of them said: “uh, u’re still staying w ur family, that’s much happier and cozier than I. U can do whatever u want, however, I can’t. I don’t even have family besides me. So, don’t be depressed, just be happy…life is too short to neglect…”.
Another one said: “Come on!!! U’re so emotional this time. Stop it. I’m sad too but I no longer think about it. I’ll pay a call on u early in the next morning and we’ll go buying st. We should have st new to make the life brighter…”
Thanks all, my buddies. I promised u. I’ll change. Gradually. And completely.
Got up at 5:15. looked out of the window, the sun was rising. That was the first time after summertime I got up so early. I breathed the fresh air. The horizon was half white half red. I saw a quite big red spot (at the right side of the pic) and thought that was the sun. I waited for it to rise. But it turned out to be the banner of “Golden Sea Hotel”.
Sometimes, things turn out to be different from what we think of and imagine. This can be called day-dreaming. When things fail to live up to our expectation, it may lose the balance, create a big hole in one’s soul or even wear s.o out.
But through this time, I know that we can’t own what doesn’t belong to us. All things have its price. It’s the price for me for not knowing WHO AM I and HOW TO LIVE. Why don't I dare to enjoy myself? Why am I afraid of new relationships? Why don't I...? Stop complaining. Stop wondering.
I can't sow my wild oats!
(serve YOU right!)
Unregistered user # Sunday, October 19, 2008 4:00:32 PM
Lachanlananhle273 # Sunday, October 19, 2008 4:12:44 PM
anyway, thanks for your contribution...
( ¯`·.º-:¦: Trần Tiểu Bình :¦:-º.·´¯) tjubjnh # Monday, December 1, 2008 6:08:51 PM
nhà minh` vừa mới xây, mời bạn qua ăn tân gia...
(nhớ mang theo quà nhá)
mastertran # Monday, December 22, 2008 5:12:50 AM
it 's all up 2 wat u think .... now 're u better than the last time u feel like that huh