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DESTRUCTION

why do i feel like i am on a path of self destruction...
is it the distance between us????
i have this feeling that i can't control and it is killing me slowly..
i do and say things that i do not mean..
it makes me angry because u are there and i am here..
i don't know what to do anymore,i think of u every minute of the day...
the distance between here and there is empty but i can not get there..
what can i do?????

THIS IS WHAT I DO TO MYSELF..
WHY...WHY..

MY HEART IS BURNING TO BE WITH U...

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daisy1009daisy2603 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 2:47:41 AM

no, dont let your heart burn.. Do you know water can treat fire? so let your heart like water.. flexible of water make you happy..

leon alexanderleon551 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 2:51:25 AM

but water is afraid of fire because fire let water boil..

daisy1009daisy2603 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 2:55:07 AM

so let her know this.. People need both of them " water and fire " in heart.. If she is water, you must be fire.. and if she is fire, you must be water.. At the end, boths of you need together

leon alexanderleon551 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 3:08:12 AM

exactly...but she knows..
the problem is distance...heart

daisy1009daisy2603 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 3:09:41 AM

Love is no limit.. are you placed in her heart?

leon alexanderleon551 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 3:12:56 AM

yes ..but the distance is empty...

daisy1009daisy2603 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 3:14:12 AM

Dont worry.. distance is on map.. way in your thought

leon alexanderleon551 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 3:15:30 AM

i can not walk on air...

daisy1009daisy2603 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 3:46:06 AM

do you know Cupid want you walk on air?

leon alexanderleon551 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 3:48:58 AM

who is cupid????

daisy1009daisy2603 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 3:51:59 AM

Saint of Love

daisy1009daisy2603 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 3:52:32 AM

Oh, dont u know him.. are you waiting Valentine day?

leon alexanderleon551 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 3:53:13 AM

where is he???did u see him or her??

daisy1009daisy2603 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 4:04:38 AM

hahahaha.. he/she shoot you a love arrow already.. dont you feel inside your heart with your girl??banana

leon alexanderleon551 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 4:08:47 AM

no don't feel arrow but i feel love....

daisy1009daisy2603 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 4:09:57 AM

yes,, love is from Cupid to you and her..

leon alexanderleon551 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 4:12:13 AM

love is from my heart not cupid....

daisy1009daisy2603 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 4:13:47 AM

oh.. we are talking in joking.. you are too serious.. yes.. love to be loved..

leon alexanderleon551 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 4:19:55 AM

i'm not serious...i tease u..
i know love to be loved...

daisy1009daisy2603 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 4:22:00 AM

uhmmm.

leon alexanderleon551 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 4:24:38 AM

yep....

daisy1009daisy2603 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 4:25:31 AM

am sleepy..

leon alexanderleon551 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 4:25:45 AM

check all comments and u will see...

daisy1009daisy2603 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 4:29:27 AM

OK,.. I go to lunch.. see you next time..

leon alexanderleon551 Tuesday, January 24, 2012 4:31:35 AM

see u.....

Rose paviarosebeat Wednesday, February 1, 2012 7:43:27 PM

Hi,leon!its my firt time to visit ur page..nd glad i did!

i found this,i think i can relate with it..

yeah,DISTANCE is really hard 4 2 people inlove...but i believe that f those 2 are feeling true love,,,love will find a way 4 both hearts to be one.,it will take time but rest assured it will make them meet...do u agree with me?

leon alexanderleon551 Thursday, February 2, 2012 6:21:31 PM

u are always welcome my friend...

we will overcome the distance in the end we just have to have faith..it's hard to love someone and not be with that one....we may be worlds apart but our hearts are together and it makes our love more stronger....we just have to hold on and never give up......

THE DISTANCE WILL DISSOLVE LIKE MIST IN THE SUN...JUST HAVE FAITH...

Rose paviarosebeat Thursday, February 2, 2012 8:11:57 PM

Yes,leon, THATS VERZ TRUE!!sometime having strong faith with what u aim for,,will can make it come true!

very nice explaination.leon!TWO THUMBS UP for that!

leon alexanderleon551 Thursday, February 2, 2012 8:35:53 PM

u are welcome my friend.....we all long for the ones we love to be with us..

Rose paviarosebeat Friday, February 3, 2012 9:14:24 AM

Yep!that very TRUELALUH!!!nd it sux when u feel like hugging him nd u werent able to do it...gosh,makes u crazy! lol

leon alexanderleon551 Friday, February 3, 2012 9:57:17 AM

IT DOES MAKES ONE CRAZY....sometimes we just want to be touched,and feel that everything will be all right....but in the end love always conquers all....

WHERE THERE IS A WILL THERE IS A WAY......TRUE LOVE ALWAYS WINS...

Rose paviarosebeat Friday, February 3, 2012 1:02:35 PM

TRUELALUH!! love conquers all! i believe in that too!! bigsmile

leon alexanderleon551 Friday, February 3, 2012 1:15:46 PM

i don't know why it happens to us that the ones we love are always so far from us....but i believe that we will be together with the ones we love...our love is to strong to let distance keep us apart....distance is just an small obstacle to true happiness and happy we will be in the end......

Rose paviarosebeat Saturday, February 4, 2012 8:54:02 AM

yeah,i believe so too,,,distance is just an obstacle we need to surpass,,,....distance is truely cruel to make two hearts apart...but as long as the two hearts are strongly longing for each other,,,i know that their love for each other will find its way to make the two as one....we just need constant communication with the ones we loved so that the spark will never die despite the distance...

leon alexanderleon551 Saturday, February 4, 2012 11:26:38 AM

that's right ROSE we just need to communicate to keep the flame burning...
if it's a big flame this little wind called distance will not blow it out but just fuel it and make it burn brighter .....

Rose paviarosebeat Saturday, February 4, 2012 2:10:32 PM

Yes,thats right!!we must keep it burning until right time comes....

leon alexanderleon551 Saturday, February 4, 2012 2:17:39 PM

and the time is near...the sense for longing is getting stronger witch means the time is near....

my loved one is in Philippines...i travel a lot for work but never that way but i can sense my time is near....maybe i will see her when i go to Indonesia in 6 months time..we are always in contact but we miss each other so much...

and the flame is getting hotter each day...

daisy1009daisy2603 Saturday, February 4, 2012 2:18:38 PM

burn to the ashes?

leon alexanderleon551 Saturday, February 4, 2012 2:21:27 PM

hallo me friend the elusive one....

no ashes for me ..and u???

daisy1009daisy2603 Saturday, February 4, 2012 2:22:53 PM

i dont want burn my love to the ashes,. but hard for us!!!

leon alexanderleon551 Saturday, February 4, 2012 2:24:59 PM

the burn is desire for me...not the burn of destruction...

daisy1009daisy2603 Saturday, February 4, 2012 2:26:46 PM

yes.. i meant too.

leon alexanderleon551 Saturday, February 4, 2012 2:31:37 PM

so do i...so do i...

what are u up too daisy????..long time since u visited my page..

are u hiding from me????

daisy1009daisy2603 Saturday, February 4, 2012 2:39:21 PM

no, i have works to do.

I have a little time while i am doing works, rarely

leon alexanderleon551 Saturday, February 4, 2012 2:43:32 PM

BUT U DON'T work day and night...u can atleast just pop in some time....i miss our little disagreements..

daisy1009daisy2603 Saturday, February 4, 2012 2:46:32 PM

i cant remember well, tell me what is " disagreement "?

leon alexanderleon551 Saturday, February 4, 2012 2:48:16 PM

Aaahhhh...the tease..u know too well...

daisy1009daisy2603 Saturday, February 4, 2012 2:51:21 PM

tease! I see, what is your job?

leon alexanderleon551 Saturday, February 4, 2012 2:53:32 PM

I AM A SECURITY ENGINEER.....I WORK WITH BULLETPROOF PRODUCTS...AND U???

daisy1009daisy2603 Saturday, February 4, 2012 2:54:35 PM

little hands for cloth..can imagine my job?
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