Son of Mars

How it go, my blog? It’s such a long time I haven’t told you what are really going on in my mind, isn’t it? Recently, our talk is just about some rubbish thing such as my achievement, my travel, or news, not my emotion, my thought what I used to share with you. Don’t ya think it’s a right choice? I don’t even know, my friend.

From the first time, I don’t think I could believe in you. I just gave certain glance of my life, not all, because I thought you just a place for entertaining only, just for somebody like to show off themselves, or put some misc things to pretend who they really are.

However, time after time, I loved you, no, the truth is that I addicted to you. You rock. I love the way that you kept your mouth (even you don't have mouth) shut when I put some miserable lines on your body. I appreciated the way that you didn’t say anything when I was down. You never judged me on what I did. You helped me keep some of my very part in my own life; you make me remember all remarkable events. I still can remember every single second of the time I met Tram, Khanh, and some crazy ideas came up in my mind, or what was going on when I was rejected by another Linh. Thank you for your kindness, without you, I might slip my mind.

So that, it sucks when I don’t even share my real life with a best friend like you. However, one thing I hate you most that you can’t keep secret. You have a lot of “active” friends, so easily you tell them what I tell you passively, and so on, in their turn, blah blah…. One of the side effect of caring is judging with either intention or curiosity, I think. And people love to judge other not themselves, and I hate to be judged. Even though I've still got my own ideas about other's stuff, but I try to avoid using this against anyone. However, unfortunately, what I told you had been used against me. I was really really shocked when I heard these comments. So I filtered what I gave you, I had no choice. Somehow, people think they can easily understand me through my blog, but they got is just a small piece not the main part. It’s ridiculous, rite? But this is that the way they think, I can’t help. So these are the reason why I abandoned you for a while, sorry my friend.

Recently, I received the bad news, we gonna tear away. You are going to nowhere, and I gonna not see you again, my very soul. I must be sad to say goodbye a friend like u, but Vietnamese said that “every party has its ending”. That’s our destination, so we gotta continue moving on. I will remember you, see you