Son of Mars

<script type="text/javascript">yfla.wrap("This multimedia content requires Flash version 9 and above.", "Upgrade Now.", "http:\/\/www.adobe.com\/shockwave\/download\/download.cgi?P1_Prod_Version=ShockwaveFlash", "There are only 3 days left, I'm going to quitting off. The previous time that i leaved is easier than this time, not only I'm have a more importance role in my team but also the feeling, relationship have i got. I wonder why, because from the beginning of this year, i realized that something was not suitable for my plan. In fact, to me, researching new technology is my favorite hobby and I can master by myself easily. If i understood its philosophy, everything would be OK. However, what i concern is my background knowledge about economic, business, finance is still not enough to do this stuff. So that after a long time, I'm depended on this tech totally, and because of lacking knowledge, i couldn't improve myself much after a certain amount of time . Maybe, with my smart mind, i would imitate quickly but in fact it seems to be suitable with a low-level guy not a high level consultant. That's why i prepared for this leave from the beginning of 2008. Accidentally, because of this well preparation, i got a more importance role. So, there is a trade-off, I have to choose what kind of investment i should do. Keep staying here, i would get experiences, have a chance to participate in a biggest full life cycle project ever. Leaving here, i keep going on the way I sketched out, control my self, make my own decision, prepare for a big planed big jump. I chose the second way, and don't even know that it's right or wrong. However i wanna give myself a chance to do what I really dream. In fact, time is the final answer, just wait and see what happen next <\/embed>");</script>