Son of Mars

I’m falling in a dangerous situation, in a mood of confusing things. I don’t know how or why I’m still in it up to now. How much time does it take? How many percentage of my brain has I used to think about? It's not like myself, in many before cases, I have more clearly brain, but now I’m messing me up. In most of the case, I used to find out a solution ASAP, I don’t like to live in ambiguous thing. Let’s say, it’s easier to run than fighting against myself, to face with myself is the most difficulty thing. Sometimes, to become a cold heart man is better than to try waiting for unreal things; I have so many things to do, many chances to take. I realize why I’m in this shit, just because it’s so brilliant, attractive and complicated. Just like the ripe apple on a tree, the wind blows it up and down, and the hungry fox that stays behind the tree and pays all his attention to watch and wait. Unfortunately, even the wind is stronger or not, this apple keeps going up and down, but the fox cannot touch it. Furthermore, the fox cannot see rabbits on the large meadow because his concentration is the ripe apple. So if it keeps going on, he could die because of starve or hunter shot or another powerful fox, even to try to catch the rabbits is a better idea. Why not? Why does he not try to catch something more real than this apple, just because he has used his heart for thinking, not his brain. What a stupid fox! So the best choice here is forget the unreachable apple and catch more rabbit as many as possible . It’s awesome and brilliant , man!!. I know in some cases there are more than one fox stay behind, wait for unreachable apple, but I think that after all, both of them could die if they still stayed behind like a fool. He he, I think this apple should be named after “Apple of argument” like the ancient one in Greek legend. In fact, one lesson in Freakonomic which I have read is “If it’s worth trying, it’s worth cheating”, but in this case, it’s not worth trying, so no need to cheat. It’s not worth totally.