Son of Mars

The hot weather makes me crazy, it like a prisoner in a jail, there’s no way to go out, no way back, far away from friendly environment. I like a powerful machine, but unfortunately it’s useless. As a hired worker, there’s no choice, no decision that I can make. Who know! Being a disable who cannot control yourself and have to see all these things is going on a wrong way is so terrible, what a damn thing! While working in a big machine, a small mistake could be a bigger one than usual. In this case, it’s true. Because there’s not enough preparation, so I like a blind man, just walking without any clear vision, just going ahead. I see all but cannot kick it up. The more process is, the more things have to slow down. Maybe the reason is that I had expected too much on IBM values, on their professional style. So it makes me totally disappointed and discouraged with my project, because it’s wasting of my time, I’m afraid that I would have to stay here longer than expected. Though it’s sucked, IBM’s good generally, therefore I just only hope that it would not be longer, just praying.