Son of Mars

At 8h30 am, i stay at company and leave there usually at 6h -> 7hpm, sometimes 2h30 am. It means over time. I wonder what is the common belief about my job: IT man is the ones work in lab, no dirty, with air conditioner, almost of time they just sit on their chair and 'play' with their modern computer. So many young guys want to join in IT class by self learning or registering some IT training course, just because of the above belief. Although every kind of job have its own pressure, IT have a special kind of pressure, lonely pressure. Almost day time, you have to face with your computer, work, relax, communicate through your computer. If you are not the active guys, maybe you just keep in touch with other guys just via computer, mail, chat. So though you have many virtual friends, nick names in your list, it's too hard to have a date with them (just for fun). I'm afraid of these things, i'm afraid of loneliness, i'm afraid of keeping in touch with everyone via chat and email, what a nightmare is. Sometimes, i wonder what if i choosed another way, what would be happen now