Friday, 27. April 2007, 07:46:21
Me and my boyfriend been fight a lot during the time we weren't in the same city.We fight through the phone.We almost broke up.Then i went to his city to meet him up.And be nicer to him than before.We stop fighting since we meet up.But i feel we are not as close as before.There are something between us.don't know what to do.We are talking very carefully,not as usually.And i we all afraid to fight...I hate that feeling
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Saturday, 17. March 2007, 13:46:32
I have been live with my boyfriend for three monthes.I don't wanna live with him anymore.
Lots of people said living with boyfriend or girlfriend before marry is not good ...
First of all,boy will getting lazy to get marry.Most of them would think that As the marriage is so complecated,and takes lots of money,why not just stay this situation.And very easy to get mad at each other too.
Secondly,the romance is not romantic anymore.And the guy usually lazy to do anything to flatter the girl anymore.Or just lazy to do that.
Particularly,bad for girl to stay with guy like that.As the years pass by,girls getting older and older.Most of them ,have a strong unsafe feeling.\
Come on friends!tell me what is your opinion please?
Welcome to comment!
Friday, 5. January 2007, 04:04:20
Wednesday, 27. December 2006, 04:32:35
I have been working....and miss the time when i can be free online to chat with some friends and write some blog...
I am getting more and more lazy....hehe...
Cuz i have to work,and study at the same time to prepare for my exammination...
Still I am coming over here everyday,to take a look,is there anybody,drop anything on my blog...
Just too lazy to write anything new...
And i went to travel a little bit,in the last few weekend...got some pics...
Didn't have time to upload them here yet...
Is there anybody interested in it?
If there is ,I will do it soon...
Tuesday, 21. November 2006, 10:30:34
...it is rainning outside...People walking around with different colorful umbrellar on the street...I am sitting alone in the starbucks biside the window, watching ,and typing...inside the starbucks,lots of people they are sitting together around a talbe talking to their friends with some smile on their face...Occasionally, you can even hear some laughing ...
I feel like i have been forgot in this corner...Enjoying lonely...
And today is my birthday!
Tuesday, 7. November 2006, 08:54:39
bored!
Nothing to do!
I need to find a part time job maybe...
any good suggestion from you?
how is everybody?
good luck to everyone!
Thursday, 26. October 2006, 17:50:51
Sunday, 24. September 2006, 14:39:42
I am finally broke up with my ex-boyfriend….
It was a long time relationship…
And the broke up process have been last for one more years…
We have been broke up 3times …
But this time, would never go back anymore…
Cuz I got a new boyfriend who is in far distance with me though.
But at least I am clear that he is really loves me, care for me…
And my ex, he got a new girl also who is arounding him…
I have been stay relationship with my ex for three years…
We got together when we were in very bad living condition…
In that very hard period, we were so close, and care about each other so much…
Later when our life getting better, and we got to know each other better…
The feeling is not that fresh, and he doesn’t care about our relation anymore…
All he doing everyday is his computer game…
Later he knew a girl from the computer games, he married that girl in the computer game…
I wasn’t know that until one day when I was going to wash his clothes for him.
I saw his cellphone casually, then I saw that he sent some text message to that girl and calling her "wife"….I broke up with him that time…
Later I forgave him, cos we have been together for so long time and he told me that he have done the relationship with that girl already.
One more month later I found he still chatting with that girl from internet, and he still keeping in touch with her by text message when he wasn’t with me…
We broke up again, he moved out our house that time.
I was hurt so much….could no breathe even
One more week’s later it was mid-autumn day in china…
It is a festival for the whole family people give together around the table.
Just like the very complete circle moon….
He wanted to be together with me again…
That time he really stopped contact with that girl…
Though I let him to be my boyfriend again…
But I didn’t forgive him, and not going to marry him anymore…
I thought he can laid to me once, can do again …
I can not afford that anymore….It is sucks.
Then I kept my option open….
I knew his high school deskmate when I was travel to his city.
He took care of me…And in love with me at the first glimpse.
I said broke up with my ex, when I got back to Beijing.
He wasn’t care very much…As he didn’t know I met a new boy…
He believed that I could never leave him…
One more months later, I finished my test, I am leaving my city to my boy’s city..
Then he realized I wasn’t joke with him…
I did want to broke up with him…
He started acting he care so much…And promised that he can change himself for me..
And he was so sad and kept making effort to touch my heart…It last for two months
He did touch me heart very much…
Later I started thinking should I just give him another chance…
Thought maybe he is really loves me…And he does want to be together with me.
In anyway, we have stayed relationship for three years…
When I was going to give him another chance,he got a new girlfriend.
He acting so crude to me again, he said that you were right,
Our character is so much more different, and we are not fit for each…
Don’t get in touch with me anymore…
It was the result what I want actually.
But when it happened my heart is still so hurt…
Why?
And why could he been so cool to me but i can not hate him at all?…
We have been lived together took care of each other for three years…
How could he just say stop then stop?And then walk away?
Two days ago, he still caring about me so much…
Now, he met a new girl who he has been chat with in the internet for couple days…
He doesn’t care our relationship anymore…And can say anything which hurt me a lot to make me hurt…
At the end, I asked him that “can we be friends?”
He said “No. I don’t want to make my new girl mad at me…so we better don’t contact anymore…”
I know that it is the best result for us…And that is what i want also...
And I know it is good for me…If I recover with him, he could done the same thing another day again…
No matter how, we did have been stay together for three years…every day and night.
I have been took care of him for three years.
Can not let go so easily like he does…
I am lucky to have my new boy who is love me indeed…thought he is in such a far distance…
I decide to come to him…Move to his city…
My boy is coming to see me next week…For Chinese National Day.
He got one week off for holiday…
I think I can be better when I see him And I hope so too…
Friends!!!give me some power please!
I am so tired with the relationship…
I am thinking to marry my new boy half years later when I get to know him well.
When I figure it our, if we suitable for each or not…
VERY DEPRESSIVE…Could not even trust guy anymore…
I don’t know when they are saying is real when they are lying to me…
It is awful….
Monday, 11. September 2006, 04:38:35
am catch a cold...that is sucks...
and i am staying in my apartment alone...sick...Damn...
It is the worst thing that am sick but my boy is not around me...
I got to take care of myself...can not do school today...
The examination is arounding the cornner...I feel a bit pressure...
anyway,good luck to me!good luck to angel!
hope everything would be fine later...
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