My OperaON THE BRINK . . .
Tuesday, April 13, 2004 6:38:19 PM
Hello, I am the LOFTWRITER and I am ON THE BRINK of my new life.. .
. . . A life that is beginning in my silver years. Yes, I am grandmother, but extremely young at heart and body. In fact, I am just falling in love again and this makes me feel very young indeed! I've loved this woman for the past 10 years (I am a lesbian) and we were together in a partnership for a year ten years ago but separated for some silly reasons that we both have regretted through the years. I have loved this woman deeply ever since that time. I have been in another relationship for the past 8 years and have just recently broken that off and I find myself falling back 'in love' with my ex of ten years ago.
I know I said I have been in love with her for the past 10 years, but after we parted then, I had to work very hard to turn the 'in love with' into 'deeply loving' to even exist. I've always known that I was entering into the other relationship still loving the first woman, but I was able to 'pull it off' for about 6 of our 8 years. She was a very nice, kind person and we had lots of good times, but the first woman (I'll start calling her A.)was always in my mind and in my heart. Anyway, here is my new love story...
Is anyone out there interested enough to hear it? Let me know, especially if you are gay and have been in the same boat as I am.
. . . A life that is beginning in my silver years. Yes, I am grandmother, but extremely young at heart and body. In fact, I am just falling in love again and this makes me feel very young indeed! I've loved this woman for the past 10 years (I am a lesbian) and we were together in a partnership for a year ten years ago but separated for some silly reasons that we both have regretted through the years. I have loved this woman deeply ever since that time. I have been in another relationship for the past 8 years and have just recently broken that off and I find myself falling back 'in love' with my ex of ten years ago.
I know I said I have been in love with her for the past 10 years, but after we parted then, I had to work very hard to turn the 'in love with' into 'deeply loving' to even exist. I've always known that I was entering into the other relationship still loving the first woman, but I was able to 'pull it off' for about 6 of our 8 years. She was a very nice, kind person and we had lots of good times, but the first woman (I'll start calling her A.)was always in my mind and in my heart. Anyway, here is my new love story...
Is anyone out there interested enough to hear it? Let me know, especially if you are gay and have been in the same boat as I am.
