Set Me a Blaze: Messages to the sky

Sometimes I think of what life would be like if I was done with collage.
Or if I found a job.

Losing my job really hurt me.
I really miss so much about it.
And for the past 2 days I've been craving a job.
Its getting really bad.
Its like I'm itching for one.

For the most part I miss helping people.
That was the greatest part of my job.
Yeah there was bad times.
But I loved it for the most part.
And mostly I think I would have been with that company for a great long while.

But I tend to write so much when I come here.
I think one reason for this is because I mostly come here when I am feeling down.
So too many of my entries sound sad.

I guess I shouldn't do that?
But its my life.

Ps i still miss you.