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Shades of Grey

Saturday, 4. March 2006, 22:05:38

Too many times have I let people run my life.
Too many times I've been hurt.
Too many times have I sad in the shadows of their hurt.
Too many times have I sad alone at lunch.
Too many times have I been looked over.
Too many times have I tried to please others.
Too many times have I been left behine
Too many times have I tried to love.
Too many times have I been left behind.
And too many times have I never been lost.

Life is a place we live and die.
But when we live we have to make the best of what we have.
Every little thng much be as best we can make it.
The small things in life are the things we should never over look.

Humans are flawed by nature, and perfection is only but a dream.

-DollHouseBlack

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Perfect Future

Thursday, 2. March 2006, 15:58:42

My future is perfect.
My job is unreal.
The words thats I said never made you.
The words never broke you.

The many time the hours past.
You never came.
Time pasted.
And part of me died.
When it died I never changed.

Falling deeper into the shadows of your heart.
Too many words I've not said.
But never enough time.
Love is like a gift.
You give and you get.
Then someday some how it shall die.
Then the world will be a living hell.

You love to hate me.
I hate to love you.
But never will I give into or break myself.

We shall stand here on this muddy bank.
And I shall kiss you always.
This is my forever.

-DollHouseBlack

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Am I Your ForEver

Wednesday, 1. March 2006, 20:46:01

Look at me.
Tell me to my face.
Am I your forever.
Am I in your dreams.
Am I the one who fulls your thoughts.
Am I the girl that you cant keep off your mind.
Am I that one.

I am the girl you never dream of.
The one that is in the shodows.
The one that lives in your nightmare.
I am not a fallen angel or heaven.
I am Momo Noki keeper of Chiyo Hana.
I lived and died there.
But never in your arms

Your face is proud.
But at the same time empty and sad.
You dont know what you want in life.
Your dreams shadered.
Your mind not able to dream of tomarrow.

Your flaws illmanered.
Your smile false.
Your lines withdrawed.
And you heart tatored and torn.

The tears running down your face.
They are impure.
But yet you are perfect in everyway.

-DollHouseBlack

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Leaving?

Monday, 27. February 2006, 07:42:13

Would you ever leave me
Would I leave you
When I think of this
My gut answer is no

How could I leave this deep in the game
I cant turn back now
You got me in your heart
you as the one I wanted
Because no one is like you
And I care so much about you
You are the one
And my only
I am proud to have met you in my short life
A.S. War
Always rememember me
Cause I'll always be there no matter what

Your love, Wo AI Ni always and forever,

DollHouseBlack

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Day Dreams

Sunday, 26. February 2006, 05:23:39

We dream of a better day.
We hope for more things.
Why can't we just except who we realy are.

You try so hard to change yourself.
But it never seems to work.
You want everyone to like you.
But your trys get lost in the lies.

Why can't you just be happy for all the small things in life.
The tinny things that make like worth living.
Those are the true things and only things that can make your truly happy.

For we are Human and humans are flawes by nature.

-DollHouseBlack

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Places we made

Thursday, 23. February 2006, 21:14:42

As the wind blows, her mind opens into a new world.
A world unlike this one.
A world that is cold and dark in everyway.
A world that is cast into darkness, and hoplessness.

Who would create a world like this.
Only humans could.
We created this empty, heartless land.

We make it from our nightmare, and lonliness.
Our sadness and never cared to look back.
The sadow of this place is long gone.
This place is not of this earth or of the wired worlds we call the internet.
But a place unknown to us.
A place extremly hard to enter.
A place called the other places.

-DollHouseBlack

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Yeah

Wednesday, 22. February 2006, 22:43:02

Moving away from this world.
Moving into the next.
We all move around.

We never think of the future because we always think of the past.
We are lost in the past.
Why do humans do this?
This is the question of a life time.

We can keep on doing these things but someday we'll have to open our eyes and see the now.
Because life happens in the now.
Not the past.

-DollHouseBlack

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Waking Up

Tuesday, 21. February 2006, 19:22:47

My life is going good now.
I woke up this morning.
I saw the birds fly.
My brother doing his homework.
My dogs playing in the chair.
The modeling agency called.
Now its all up to my mom.

Yeah things are ok.
I'm looking up to the sky today.

-DollHouseBlack

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Let Go

Monday, 20. February 2006, 17:13:35

Let go of all the hate.
Let go of all the pain.
Let go of all that make you bound to this earth.
Let go of fears.
Let go of sorrow.
Let go of love.
Let go of anger.
Let go of bettings.
Let go of speach.
Let go of wishes.
Let go of dreams.
Let go of every emotion that makes you human.

When you are emotionless you are feared and you have great power.
You can do as you please.
You can say what you want.
Because you are meanless, and bound only to hell, heaven, and Earth.
Not the Other places.

-DollHouseBlack

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Life's a Dream

Monday, 20. February 2006, 17:04:58

People are not always as they seem.
My they'll please you up until the last minute of your life.
They say they care about you.
But thats always a lie.

We get so caught up in ourselves that we lose sight of who we truly are.
We'll say it over and over again.
Until we start believing it, but we know our lies arn't real.
We'll forge our blood in stone.
We'll say until death do us part.
We'll hide behind masks of lies.
To cover up our secrets, and deseptions.

We'll try to put on our best to impress.
We'll fake a smile.
We'll lie to ourselves we have a great life.
But you know thats a lie too.

Stop all the faking.
Stop all the lies.
Stop all the coverups.
And never hide behind walls.

You'll endup showing the real and true you.

-DollHouseBlack

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Here

Monday, 20. February 2006, 09:44:29

Here she stand read to take her thrown.
She is not the same as she once was.
DIffernet in all ways excapt skin tone.

She will wage this war.
And regain her title as Chiyo.
She will do all these things.
To save a lost world that once was.
A world that was the appenaiy of everydream.
This place unknow to outsiders.
But a nightmare to all the inhadit it.

this place will soon be plunged into darkness.
And a war between one girl will take wage.
There can only be one victor.
When it is over, only one person will remain.
Good or eveil.

Darkness or Shadows.

DollHouseBlack

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Pure

Monday, 20. February 2006, 01:35:47

We dream of better days.
They days we can wake up with out a dout.
We dream of a better future, a better job.
But what do these things really mean?
So place, where our dreams can grow, and nothing bad can even happen.

We dream of all these wounderful things.
But in the end we forget who we really are and why we are on this earth.

I to want better things.
I want a life that is not common.
I don't want to fit in.
I stand out.
I do everything that is taboo.
Why?

Because I DARE TO BE DIFFERENT!
No one is like me.
So why should I fit into a steriotypicle life.
I'm not going to life like that.
I want a life that is mine.
I like that I bulit with my two hands.

I never want to fit in.
I also look up to the simple things in life.
The things we all forget about.

A simple smile.
A man and a women holding hads having a strowl in the park.
Children playing ball.
The voice of a loved on.
I love you.

All the simple things.

I'm finally happy. Is that a crime?
NO.
But daring to be differnet is!
I'll always love that little man.
For he is why I wake each day and I sleep sound each night.

I hope he never loses sight of how he really is.
Never second guess yourself.
I hate when you do that.
Take in every word I say to you.
And always hear your heart out.
It knows whats best.

Love,

DollHouseBlack