I have been away for a long time but now I'm back and all the dark clouds are gone and I'm feeling so happy:) last week my boyfriend and I visited Germany and some other places:)it was so much fun!
I wish wish wish WISH that this lovely mmmm handsome guy would come knock on my door and say "hi will you marry me" hahahaha I will keep on wishing and dreaming hehe
when I woke up this morning I feelt "free" no more tears no more worrieing! it's time that I take control of my one life again!!! I'm sick and tired of your mindgames so you can keep them to yourself cuz I'm leaving now! I'm moving on to better things
Thank you Ellan for opening my eyes!! I Love you hun
When your head tells you that somtings wrong and it's time to get out, WHY dont we listen?? WHY do we always let the heart decide what's right and what's wrong, WHY do we let our emotions control our decisions?? sometimes I wish that I was unable to feel anything cuz perhaps life would be better then? perhaps I would put my self first? and be strong enough to put my foot down and say NO I'm worth more than this??
you tell me that I should come to you when I feel sad our if I have somethings on my mind so we can grow closer, but when I do you don't see me and you don't listen??
you said you could'nt stand to se my heart broken, so did you close your eyes when you broke it?
moste people say that the moste precious thing in life is you're family!they will always be there for you to share you're bad and good moments to take care of you when you feel sad and to share you're happyness! they know everything about you all you're dirty;) little secrets and they love you for who you are and will always stand by you're side! my family is my friends and i don't know what i would have done without them!one thing is for sure i wouldent be the person i'am today if I dident have such a wonderful family:heart:I'm very lucky to have them! they have always been there for me ALWAYS!! specialy Ellan:heart: I love you sweetie! Nu kommer det kiss
hehe this is for you Elin:P hmm don't know why I think of you when I see this can it have something to do with, how do i make it go faster??? hahahahaha:D puss å kram lilla emo dam;)