upset

This is the first time I use my blog.in fact, I feel upset.
Not others fault,all just because myself!I am worry about my
graduation thesis.And the deep pression from my work,the troubles
about my loveaffairs,all bother me!
I just leave a married man,but the process is so hard!I make up
this choice most because of my boyfriend!He is so kindly that i
couldn't do anything to heart him.I know my fault,even could say
my evil!hope it is a dream,and can threw away by wind!
If god can give me a chance,I promise that i will forget these
things and make a new begin about us!
May I,GOD?