Do not say a little in many words but a great deal in a few

At last I ended my relationship with him. I noticed his lies then I realized he was just toying with my love. He has many girlfriends, he uses girls for just his pleasure.

My face was white with fear because he has lied to me even since we were just friends. He cheated me since we met first. So I realized he wanted me as one of his toys for having sex from the first. This fact brings me anguish.

We promised to marry and also he promises many girls to marry. I am getting sad when I think of such poor girls. I want to help them, but I don't know what to do. Because I don't think he will stop treating girls as his toys. This is a hopeless illness. It never change.

He has found toys in internet and now he found new one. I felt a fright because he is a man who can say to me "I love you always" with looking my eyes and holding me, but it is just a game for him and he can say it to every girls. I am terrified at his cruelty, I am.

He used to tell me that how much he feels sad when he thinks about many boys who are cheating girls for having sex. He often said having sex is not matter, the most important stuff is "heart." He told me he don't like girls, he has no time for girls and he really don't like having sex. Now I know he was saying them just for making me believe him. I am staggered by what he did toward me. I am astonished that he has no guilt at all. He killed my heart. He didn't even put me away in the toybox.

I lost my reason to live. I felt as if I am dying. But now I am just in terror. People can be murderers of hearts. I am just terrified at this fact.