Don't tarnish the memories
I have with you,
Our acquitance is long gone and in the blue,
Though we may have a commonality in sight,
let us not try to make things right,
Why don't you just walk away without a fight.
Because your light
in my heart is no longer bright....

I look inside of me
try to find who I use to be
I look inside of me
now he is gone
I try to feel inside of me
I feel nothing inside of me
I hide the hurt
keep it all inside of me

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For a moment I thought 'Promises are there to be broken'
Because it feels like the last words you've just spoken..
Then you expect me to laugh?!
'' sweetheart, its thee I love!''
Thats what you say when inside I'm hurt....
After breaking the promise, you broke my heart
And what excuse, this time, do you have?
I'm stressed, and for a long time I've been staring at the sky above
And you dare ask me '' Whats wrong my love?''
Did you just say, 'my love'?!...
Ok.... Thats enough!
My hopes were so high then you broke my wings
Atleast I've learnt one thing from everything;
'Nothing... Will ever be anything
Untill time proves it to be something!'

Kirega Titus
19:08, Thu 30-06-2011

Keep myself clean
as a grass is always green,
maybe
that's the reason,
funny like the gas
that makes you laugh for no reasons
but i've got too many reasons,
maybe that's the reason,
and seriously,
when i'm finished
i throw 'em away
like used utensils
but they want to cling
like evidences
found through forensics,
i guess i have to burn
the handgloves used on the crime scene,
except that they only
remember the good memories
of the love scenes
i've been making,
no bad memories,
i killed nobody,
i thought i did, somebody,
yet, if they had one last wish,
it would be to have me,
honestly,
i don't know what it is
with these ladies,
her friend that i'm dumping
tells her she's now single
and the next thing
she'll be calling me
telling me she's single too,
and i don't say 'no' to anything new,
i agree,
my fault,
but you would agree,
her fault too
that she will be single soon,
want to know the truth?
i wasn't always this good,
i was once also like you
looking out through the oval office too,
beautiful view
of what love is,
green grasses,
tall buildings,
lit nights,
kissing in the dark,
holding hands,
wherever whenever,
until i was played too,
heart-broken,
i took one step down unlike you,
a view, not beautiful,
a room
meant for a game for more than two,
and even though hearts are aching,
i'll be forever playing...

How marvelous God meets us in our distresses.
When the cry comes from broken hearts, then God comes.
How many times have you tried and failed?
God in His mercy, never fails. Let God comes.

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