My OperaDepressed is what I am!
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 11:43:35 PM
Situational Depression/ My Diagnosis of self
I just realized I haven't posted anything since my "Numb" poem.
I didn't realize I actually felt that way NOW, until recently. I have been hiding in my cave and coming out only occasionally to check on things and then right back to the cave.
I have made an appointment with my Dr. but the soonest I can see her is in October
I know what has brought this on. I have had a significant increase in my pain levels and the flares of fibromyalgia last longer, and come more frequently. That has really affected me emotionally and of course mentally. I've been trying to keep a brave face and pretend all is well with me, and really it is sucking to be me right now. Whine whine whine. That is what I feel like when I say these things, because I know there are others out there who are far worst off then I am.
I just wanted to let everyone know why I haven't posted for awhile. I haven't been writing either.
Not writing is what clued me in to seeing I was in a depression. Situational Depression is what I term it. My situation of health issue's worsening have caused me to be depressed. I will get through and get a handle again (I hope) but it will take time. Unfortunately it's a struggle right now.
I just realized I haven't posted anything since my "Numb" poem.
I didn't realize I actually felt that way NOW, until recently. I have been hiding in my cave and coming out only occasionally to check on things and then right back to the cave.
I have made an appointment with my Dr. but the soonest I can see her is in October
I know what has brought this on. I have had a significant increase in my pain levels and the flares of fibromyalgia last longer, and come more frequently. That has really affected me emotionally and of course mentally. I've been trying to keep a brave face and pretend all is well with me, and really it is sucking to be me right now. Whine whine whine. That is what I feel like when I say these things, because I know there are others out there who are far worst off then I am.
I just wanted to let everyone know why I haven't posted for awhile. I haven't been writing either.
Not writing is what clued me in to seeing I was in a depression. Situational Depression is what I term it. My situation of health issue's worsening have caused me to be depressed. I will get through and get a handle again (I hope) but it will take time. Unfortunately it's a struggle right now.
