IS POoH DAY!!

After seeing lee ann blog..she make me gian , i also wan go korea!! haha

actually i ok de going de as long i still have job..i find that alway very hard find time to gather us ... But give early date confirm then let me know~ winter or autumn also nice

these days i so busy, that weekends gonna burn..working life is very sianz..i hardly have time to rest, the only time i rest, left to traveling. my bf kpkp me ask less traveling..but i really dun like stay in singapore..it reminds me working's matters

Hopefully in nov my colleague dun throw me aeroplane since he plan bring me go kuching..eat the famous kolo mee

today right in the lunch, i was typing resign letter, simply just edit from sample resign letter.

I not even bother edit much, i print out the letter with the date leaving "blank" , waiting for me fill out..now i thinkin which date i should throw, maybe waiting till the day i see my performance bonus.

Few months back, i been thinking quiting this job. Now need to put heart down, after seeing a lot of stuffs, i eventually start thinking this place is not suit for me anymore..

things getting changed, even some peoples i stilll cannot accept the way how they handle things.
The reasoning is logical "right" , but to me, they actually doing in wrong way show the "right".

Example, one of my colleagues, Alvin..
he alway enforce something that he instructed..get wat he wan, must done in that way.But something he never know, when u enforce someone to do if u wan to do, no body will bother help you. It Simply like," i say wat, u must follow"..wat bullshit..just because he just a senior, he think anyone heed his "things". That day i told him off right face, after he talking as he was right, "oh, so your point is you wan ppl follow your instructions, is it?

after he hearing this, he went off..later come n complain to my bf, i was rude to him..well so wat, i think i bother how he care.. if this things still going on, eventually everyone will left his team..

Actually things can be done easily, dunno y so many ppl narrow minded n square head..must like that, n that.. y bother care anyone do wat, and end of day at least he done his job well..as long dun get trouble from upper management as i alway told them..

To me, he like army leader n even diaictor...now i so happy y his gf left him in first place instead pity him..he used complain how pitiless he is n y wrong in wat way..

he will never realise where go wrong, cos he been doing right things in wrong way

I wanted put an end of this..i feel very tired to care family things..i have work,personal, love and family life same time until i cannot tahan..

The two big problems in my family is my mum n as well as my father.. sometime i tried very hard to please my mum, but in the end wat i got is complaints , and complaints...who she thinking? i am superman or wat?

Firstly she say i not concern her when she fall sick or wat, then i stated i cannot even concern her at all, since even i try concern , she will find something to qarrual every mimic things of me.. Then this time, i try bring her to thailand, to relax..but she complain again?

wat choose this hotel? got ghost? not comfortable? too far from airport? lastly she also ask y thailand? y choose night filght? baba things!!!! wat will you feel even you try very hard, in end still complain!!! i so du lan.. wan bring her to thailand already like that, not even korea..i could bet she will complain hella lot...

actually to me, this kind of issues is not big things, y make a big fuss over it? i just wan her to relax for coming trip!!she never understand my intention at all!! y this kind of complains come again??

As my father side, i really cannot post it here, is more complex as you think..

So i going put end of this, i dun wan care of them anymore...no more trips, no more anything except money...i getting more frustured..y family alway expect u to care for them, y they dun see that way i also need care too?

Ever since from july i been try to planning gather friends who interested go with me..some interest, but dunno~ some say yes, but dunoo where to go..

Then like that carry on, ..plan also waste...so i ask them by September must give me a confirm answer..we will meet at NATAs.

lucky got 4 ppl turn up.. 3 are my colleagues, 1 is my ite classmate.

In end we choose hokkiado since feb still snowing.. 7 days with tour, maybe 1 day or 2 days will free and easy around tokyo..

But main problem.. is the working schedule with 2 colleagues, another visa problem.. for my friend n me have no problem..

final date to go is 13 feb for 8 days..if go 16 feb will be for 9 days..

Acutally the free and easy part i wonder i can handle ma..scared cannot book the hotel in time..n transport to narita , or even to shinjuku also got problem..haiz help me..really scared went wrong on my planning.. u know cabs in tokyo is damn expensive..

foods in japan.. i still must banning temperau, bentos.. singapore also have..come much cheaper...maybe i should bring instant food or? that one is very suan case for me if happen i cannot save 3.5-4.5k..haha.. cannot touch my bank money.. must save new money again

btw i also need bring along my bf pooh bear to go along..pooh say he want to see grizzy bear in hokkiado face to face haha..a lot of funny things i think in my mind...

like one of colleagues very bo liao..he went draw funny cardboard "no life" n take photo in production floor...this time maybe i should be let him draw "got life" like every nice place take a funny photo..

i see my last post in may...well, too busy write any blog...

Haiz thise days see my pc dun feeling too well.. keep give me black screen..So today i go sim lim get new AGP card for her, then take 170 from bugis to JB.

Actuallly there is nth much to do in JB...since not much time to walk around it, beside is quite dangerous for now..taking a cab in JB..will get scare scare..maybe that day i see a new regarding licensced cabby rape a girl...

oh well..i should take bus more in JB if i really wan go hoilday plaza.

Dunno y going JB like every month basis..is comics or food or facial products tat make me wan go? Prehaps the main reason is i wanted to escape from singapore?

These days i come up a thought whether i should bring my family go virgo? cost is the main problem.. leave also another problem.. thinking my mum is getting older, see her everyday working n staying singapore also will sianz..so did i should....?

haiz...hope i can getting richer more money more better..getting degree maybe is solving my money problem.

My pc..can u see me? dun get it down again..u r my past birthday present..i still cherish u ger..