My OperaSchool Terror
Monday, June 23, 2008 10:52:39 PM
So I am starting high school this summer. And yes, I am stoked, but I can't help feeling uneasy about it. Of course then you will say that that's normal, but it isn't. Well at least not for me it isn't. Ok, ok so MAYBE it is normal, but i am scared to death!! Now i have to get to know the new campus, get along with new teachers and on top of all that.I have to...........dare I say it???.......make NEW FRIENDS???
For those who know me, know that I am a really shy person. If there is a new person in the gang or whatever i go quiet. I close up like a clam, ignoring the outside world and start living in my own! HOw am I going to handle not one, but a WHOLE class of new people!!!?? They are so intimidating! I have always admired people for being able to go up to another unknown person and just striking up a conversation. But I can NEVER be that person. Who is that person anyway?? I wonder if they are born with it??? hmmmmmm......
But I have been trying to change my ways latley, inculding people here and there, talking and getting along fine. But still, the thought of high school gives me the creeps. What if I am one of those kids who are alone all the time?? I am going to be so lost! Most of my friends go to Sør which is just PEACHY if you ask me!! So my only consolation is that they won't be that far away. And you can BET that i will be pendling back and forward in the breaks......hgb! listen to me!! I am pathetick! I am NOT going to let this get the best of me! I will show everyone my confidence ( something i DEARLY lack ) and strike a pose? AND SHOW THE WORLD WHO LUTTEN IS!! I will not alow that to happen! This is a turnig point for me! I am turning over a new leaf, so to speak. I will not go DOWN without a fight!! I must cheer myself on and muster up the courage to get new.........*gulp*....friends?......YES! I MUST FIGHT! Because no one is going to stand up for me, except me!...........WOW, this blogging thing WORKS!!!
For those who know me, know that I am a really shy person. If there is a new person in the gang or whatever i go quiet. I close up like a clam, ignoring the outside world and start living in my own! HOw am I going to handle not one, but a WHOLE class of new people!!!?? They are so intimidating! I have always admired people for being able to go up to another unknown person and just striking up a conversation. But I can NEVER be that person. Who is that person anyway?? I wonder if they are born with it??? hmmmmmm......
But I have been trying to change my ways latley, inculding people here and there, talking and getting along fine. But still, the thought of high school gives me the creeps. What if I am one of those kids who are alone all the time?? I am going to be so lost! Most of my friends go to Sør which is just PEACHY if you ask me!! So my only consolation is that they won't be that far away. And you can BET that i will be pendling back and forward in the breaks......hgb! listen to me!! I am pathetick! I am NOT going to let this get the best of me! I will show everyone my confidence ( something i DEARLY lack ) and strike a pose? AND SHOW THE WORLD WHO LUTTEN IS!! I will not alow that to happen! This is a turnig point for me! I am turning over a new leaf, so to speak. I will not go DOWN without a fight!! I must cheer myself on and muster up the courage to get new.........*gulp*....friends?......YES! I MUST FIGHT! Because no one is going to stand up for me, except me!...........WOW, this blogging thing WORKS!!!
