My OperaOh the holidays
Monday, January 2, 2006 5:43:24 AM
I have been in this funky blue mood for weeks and it seems to only be getting bluer. Maybe I had SAD or maybe I need medication, I don't know what it is, I do know that I am sick and tired of feeling this way and am beginning to feel trifling and pitiful!
I read about the symptoms of SAD and I have every last one of them. and going to church only makes me feel worse instead of better. There are times when I just want to sit there and listen and every time I think I am going to do just that - somebody asks me for something *sigh* I don't know.
Donna said we are going to Omaha March 24, I do not htink I am ready to go that soon. I was thinking May maybe April, but now they are talking March - that is much too soon!
Chris, well what can I say, I have no son anymore, he belongs to thee devil named Afua - she is back and this time was sneaky about it, but gone he is, I may as well forget about him now. I know I will not see or hear form him anymore unless he needs something and I am sure that she will help him with anything he needs as well. So to save myself the heartache and pain, I need to just write him off and forget about him. One day she will let him come home again.
Anyway - enough of this it is only depressing me more, a whole lot of stuff suck right now, just about everything. I really think I will see if I can get some medication, I will call a doctor on Tuesday, i just can't keep feeling like this.
I read about the symptoms of SAD and I have every last one of them. and going to church only makes me feel worse instead of better. There are times when I just want to sit there and listen and every time I think I am going to do just that - somebody asks me for something *sigh* I don't know.
Donna said we are going to Omaha March 24, I do not htink I am ready to go that soon. I was thinking May maybe April, but now they are talking March - that is much too soon!
Chris, well what can I say, I have no son anymore, he belongs to thee devil named Afua - she is back and this time was sneaky about it, but gone he is, I may as well forget about him now. I know I will not see or hear form him anymore unless he needs something and I am sure that she will help him with anything he needs as well. So to save myself the heartache and pain, I need to just write him off and forget about him. One day she will let him come home again.
Anyway - enough of this it is only depressing me more, a whole lot of stuff suck right now, just about everything. I really think I will see if I can get some medication, I will call a doctor on Tuesday, i just can't keep feeling like this.
