Wednesday, 19. April 2006, 21:39:32
Ohmigod! I am happy tonight! Giddy as a schoolboy, grinning like the Cheshire cat, manic as the Joker. It has been an eventful/uneventful week. A conundrum I know. It was my birthday on monday, a day which - due to some small effort on my part - usually passes without fanfare. Most of the day was as expected. I watched "The Princess Diaires", a quite enjoyable Disney film, cooked a little food and fielded phone calls from the few close friends who remembered my birthday. My ex-girlfriend - whose birthday was on the 7th - rang to ask what I was doing. I told her, she knows i'm not a big celebrater of birthday's, especially mine. So I spent the rest of the day working on my website - or being confused by dreamweaver! another story - and sort of watching television. As the evening closed, in there was a ringing of my doorbell. I leapt out of my skin! I had not expected anybody. Opening my door, I was greeted by my ex. She brought me a bottle of champagne -still in the fridge - and I gave her closure. It was nice to see her. Our relationship had more
fizzled out than ended and she was finding it very difficult to deal with. Admittedly, I find closure not the most fun part of a relationship, but this was an adult end to a union that had been magical when it was working well.
Tuesday was a normal day, classes clicking back into gear, speaking to friends and sleeping in the day!
Wednesday. Wednesday, wednesday, wednesday. Those who read my random writings know that
wednesday is beautiful Brazilian day. Though there was no sighting last week and i must admit I was somewhat disappointed. Today I had a group of ladies - three - for personal training. They are regular clients and one brought me a belated birthday present - colonge - very nice. I went home after that, ate some breakfast and chilled. Back to work for three o'clock. Trained at 5.15, had a shower and watched as the tai chi class rolled in. The instructor, Andy, came up the stairs. I told I was disappointed not to have seen the BB and I would have to cancel his class! Laughing he disappeared into the studio. I settled into
reading the newspaper and then she came up the stairs. She was carrying rollerblades and smiling - she
is a very pleasant girl! - and I was smiling back. I said hello and mentioned the rollerblades, she said that she was not very good! She went into the studio. I sat grinning like a moron. I cannot believe how happy seeing her had made me! I don't even know her. I was in a good mood before, but seeing her lifted it into the stratosphere (i'm even using big words now!). Hmmm. This could all end in crushing disappointment. For the time being however I am going to live in the dream.