Out of the world feeling
Friday, May 4, 2012 9:56:51 PM
As it always happen, this kind of feelings start to strike me from every direction from work. I can tell you right now that there is almost 99.99 percent employees in whole world who doesn't know the P of professionalism. Not only professional etiquette, they lack the basoc social behaviour. When I see them hovering from this seat to that, chatting to each other about others (strangely enough, they call me anti-social) and completely, absolutely unaware of responsibilities what they are paid for, I recall a documentary which I used to watch on Discovery channel. That was very simple video. A bunch of so called "Anthropologists" fix some cameras around some orangutans in wild. After filming them for few months, they try to explain their behaviors and relationships with other members of the group. I also seem to share same feeling and pain. The guys and girls at work make no sense at all to me. Then, puzzled, I try my best to make sense out of those actions or words. It's always fine with me until someone catches my nerves. If you are sitting at your desk, working on something or at least pretending to work, this is not my business to disturb you. I wish everyone could understand this and apply this to their daily routine that we go there to work and not socialize. Work is priority.
Now there are some other background stories, you know they invented the text messages to keep your mind in a parallel universe where you can be when you chose to be. But if you've ever seen a sci-fi or read about parallel worlds, they are not pleasant all the times, if they were, it would have been such a violation of probability.
To make the long story short, someone pissed me off. Can't help words, I felt so. that is a bit personal what happened, but it surely made me wonder "Really? why do I have to be on the wrong side? ALWAYS??"
By and by, the night came. Now do you remember how does it feel when you try to avoid some people and they come right in front of you exactly when you won't want them to be? that is the most irritating thing. And that is what makes my mind think "Why fucking Nature created those lunatics?" and every good thing you felt, vanishes like smoke in air. and your day becomes a total hell which you always tried to avoid.
I hope tomorrow's got no shit like this. (my toothpaste moment)