Now

Everything in my life was change.
completely change.
I'm glad that my friend still around me and understand.sometime I don't understand myself.It's wery hard to handle it.I'm still glad that i pick a right choise.may be GOD pick the right one for me anyway I'm still fight and still breath

I got a chance to see my friends again.I'm was so happy.And be able to meet new friend (She pretty HOT !!! )

Thank GOD to give me a chance to do the right thing.
Thank Beau for really good advice and love
Thank Goi for the same thing
Thank Mom Dad Advicer and Friend who understand What am I thiking about and always beside me

Actually this is 28 of December But I'm still feel good from christmas.It's was my liottle party christmas in my room (in dorm) It's was fun lot of food for only one person (me).I ate alot of food and I have cake for my own It's was an expensive cake.However it for christmas I didn't care about the prize.After food I watch movie "Love Actually" I think christmas time in that movie mean time that you spend with the one you loved (girlfriend,boyfriend,family or FRIEND )I'm still miss them sometime It's quite too long.I should stop thinking about them and do something.
I'm ganna have an midterm after new year.It's so .......... serios.Anyway I passed christmas and it's very good for me (I think).




Peace man

It's was almost 5 day that I hang out with exchange student before they leave.I had fun alot.I think It won't be the same when they leave.I know they not the coolestI ever knowed but I'm gonna miss them for sure.Some time I hate myself.I don't know why I still make a line between exchange student and me.I can't cross that line.I have to make sure it not too big or too small.I called them sometime.I feel glad that they call back.
If I cross that line someone gonna ........ me.I don't want to be in their topic.
My friend told me to don't care it and let it happen.It's hard to do that.Because grapevine is the place of girl and girl like to ....... I feel sorry I can't pass that line.But it's over.They gone.I didn't cry.But I feel happy finally they are home for Christmas with their family.That should be enough.I can't say I gonna keep contact them.I could do that in proper way.Because someone watch me

Think I've Already Lost You
I Think You're Already Gone
I Think I'm Finally Scared Now
You Think I'm Weak But I Think You're Wrong
I Think You're Already Leaving
Feels Like Your Hand Is On The Door
I Thought This Place Was An Empire
But Now I'm Relaxed I Can't Be Sure

I Think You're So Mean I Think We Should Try
I Think I Could Need This In My Life
I Think I'm Just Scared I Think Too Much
I Know This Is Wrong It's A Problem I'm Dealing

If You're Gone Maybe It's Time To Go Home
There's An Awful Lot Of Breathing Room
But I Can Hardly Move
If You're Gone Baby You Need To Come Home
Cuz There's A Little Bit Of Something Me
In Everything In You

I Bet You're Hard To Get Over
I Bet The Room Just Won't Shine
I Bet My Hands I Can Stay Here
I Bet You Need More Than You Mind

I Think You're So Mean I Think We Should Try
I Think I Could Need This In My Life
I Think I'm Just Scared That I Know Too Much
I Can't Relate And That's A Problem
I'm Feeling

If You're Gone Maybe It's Time To Go Home
There's An Awful Lot Of Breathing Room
But I Can Hardly Move
If You're Gone Baby You Need To Come Home
Cuz There's A Little Bit Of Something Me
In Everything In You

I Think You're So Mean I Think We Should Try
I Think I Could Need This In My Life
I Think I'm Just Scared Do I Talk Too Much
I Know It's Wrong It's A Problem I'm Dealing

Move Along


Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone sins
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

I'm try to find out the answer of all the question in my mind
now I think most of all the question are answered by the GOD
It's kind of unbelieveable thing.
i know I'm buddhist.So wired that he answer my question.But
I'm wanna say thank you so much for everything that you have done for me.


Last week I went to bookstore with my friend " Travis " I told my Christian friend that I want to read Bible in english version.And then She told Travis to find it for me .So we went to bookstore to find it together.I thought he might buy it for me But he didn't
But I'm glad that my first bible I buy it for my self.In that day I get bible and hang out with Travis.

For me When I read Bible I'm think It's fun like a story of Jesus.It's fun to read
I read it alot per day.


Imet my christian friend last friday.I told her about my reading.For me it 's was fus to read.I read it every day and night.She glad that I like it.And told me to do something first before read.She told me to pray first.For me pray like I'm talk to god and ask him to lead me to read.

On Saturday night I pray I told him I have a big problem with my school it effect to my life.He answer my question by Bible.I got the answer I feel better.and Inb bible said
"Anything is possible to who Believe" He can answer all of my question by one word "Believe"

I'm so glad that you hear me and understand me
I try to learn more about you