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A long time ago. I have not update for along time.
All of my life is gonna be change again.
I have to think about my life again.
I feel like I'm 25 on more.
I need to think about my lifestyle.
I will go to NJ in March for work and travel for a few month.
My friend alway ask mt " Do you excited ?" or feel any thing
My answer is NO
I didnt feel anything
But now I need to think about it.
Actually I excited a little bit about new community
Can I stay with it?
or What Do I do ?
and then lot of question bloom in my mind.

I just done my midterm.
It wasn't OK.
I serious about economic.I don't want to get bad score.
I don't want to know the score But I can't escape it anyway I need to know it
And try to improve my self to be better.

I miss my friend very much.
I hopt they are doing OK
I really want to talk with them But I can't because most of them are busy
They are in school too
they need to study also
But I still miss them very much.
I have a photos of them in my cell phone and alway look it
It's make me to remind them
We have a good time together.
The party is noy be the same since they gone.
Only few people come.
I still go to that party. for my friend who leave.
Because they want party will be the same with out them.


I love You

The Weight


I pulled in to Nazareth, was feeling 'bout half past dead
I just need some place where I can lay my head
``Hey mister, can you tell me where a man might find a bed?''
He just grinned and shook my hand, ``No'' was all he said

Take a load off, Fanny
Take a load for free
Take a load off, Fanny
And you put the load right on me

I picked up my bag, I went looking for a place to hide
When I saw Carmen and the Devil walking side by side
I said ``Hey Carmen, come on, let's go downtown''
She said ``I gotta go but my friend can stick around''

Take a load off, Fanny
Take a load for free
Take a load off, Fanny
And you put the load right on me

Go down Miss Moses, there's nothing you can say
It's just old Luke, and Luke's waiting on the judgement day
``Well, Luke my friend, what about young Anna-Lee?''
He said ``Do me a favour son, won't you stay and keep Anna-Lee
company?''

Take a load off, Fanny
Take a load for free
Take a load off, Fanny
And you put the load right on me

A DAY !!

Writing to Reach You

Every day I wake up and it's Sunday
Whatever's in my head won't go away
The radio is playing all the usual
And what's a wonderwall anyway

Because my inside is outside
My right side's on the left side
'Cos I'm writing to reach you
But I might never reach you
I long to teach you about you
But that's not you

It's good to know that you are home for Christmas
It's good to know that you are doing well
It's good to know that you all know I'm hurting
It's good to know I'm feeling not so well

Because my inside is outside
My right side's on the left side
'Cos I'm writing to reach you
But I might never reach you
I long to teach you about you
But that's not you
Do you know it's true
And that won't do

Maybe then tomorrow will be Monday
And whatever's in my head should go away
Still the radio keeps playing all the usual
And what's a wonderwall anyway

Because my inside is outside
My right side's on the left side
'Cos I'm writing to reach you
But I might never reach you
I long to teach you about you
But that's not you
Do you know it's true
And that won't do
You know it's you
I'm talking to

PHOTOGRAPH


Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head

And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out

And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times

I wonder if It's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now then it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in

Oh oh oh
Oh god I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how if feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when

Oh oh oh
Oh god I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it

So hard to stay
So hard to leave it

If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me

Merry Christmas !!

On this december 25 ..........................
is not the same for me It's christmas.
Actually I don't think it's important to me but I's very important for my friends.But this year It's change .
I never have party on christmas or send any card or present to anyine so It's gonna be important for me.

I just come back from church.Thay have Christmas party and some performance and some castigate .
I like it but I have some question in my mind about GOD.

I think about my friend in canada and USA what will they do on christmas !!!!

Today I met Beatiful at the church
OH mt GOD she very BEATIFUL !!!!!




For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
But why are you making this drag on so long
(i wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly games
(silly games)
Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you inner state
(inner state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

HARD !!!

last night I went to the praty fro CHRISTMAS .
It was very cool but
It's make me remind my friend.

I used to saw them sing a song
play game together take a photos
eat and talk ...........

Now It's CHANGE ...........
I try to don't miss them But I can't !!!!
Someone told me this is christmas party I should have fun
OK I had fun last night But It's not the same feeling

I made a cookiesfor them
I take a photos and I will sentd it to them
It's should be COOL
I think this is the wau that I told them how much
I miss them
This is my first time that I miss my friend alot

I want to told someone PLEASE bring them back to ME !!!!

It's very hard to don't miss them




Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time


Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do


Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

I remember date and time
December fourteen
wednesday in five PM
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces


And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know


The day you went away
The day you went away


Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

The day you went away
The day you went away

LiFE Go On !!


About a week that my friend leave. I still miss them
alot we talk by MSN and email (Thank someone who make the world smaller)
Actually I talk with my friend every day
I don't know why I'm still miss them.Today I send them a card for christmas and new year.
(It's very expensive I think)

Last I take with someone (seem to be my friend) I never talk to him like this before
He very nice.So he is my friend (Good friend) in about 10 min . May be he have somethimg like me
HE is very COOL
But !!!
He will leave tomorrow
back his home
But we will still keep in touch by MSN
He is very NICS AND COOL MAN !!!:D

I have christmas party tomorrow
It's should be fun
BUT without my friend :frown:


I'm not afraid of anything in this world
There's nothing you can throw at me
That I haven't already heard

I'm just trying to find, a decent melody
A song that I can sing in my own company

I never thought you were a fool, but darling look at you
You gotta stand up straight carry your own weight
These tears are going nowhere baby

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And now you can't get out of it

Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

I will not forsake, the colors that you bring
The nights you filled with fireworks
They left you with nothing

I am still enchanted by the light you brought to me
I listen through your ears through your eyes I can see

And you are such a fool to worry like you do
I know it's tough and you can never get enough
Of what you don't really need now, my oh my



Oh love, look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

I was unconscious, half asleep
The water is warm 'til you discover how deep

I wasn't jumping, for me it was a fall
It's a long way down to nothing at all


And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if your way should falter
Along the stony pass


It's just a moment this time will pass

Time

:frown: :frown: :frown: :frown: :frown: :frown: :frown: :frown: :frown: :frown:
TIME pass very fast
nobody know How can it be BUT All I know is pass away very fast
I still remember the good time that we shear with people around me My mom My day or My friend
I don't know why I miss my friend alot more than I ever had.
I read goodbye book every day
I look at frissbee that my best friend give it to me before he leave
I look at the picture of them
I look at heme every day
just a FREIND !!!!!
And I will see them next year.
Mmmmm...............
MISS THEM ALOT


:frown:

Why Does It Always Rain on Me?

I can’t sleep tonight
Everybody saying everything’s alright
Still I can’t close my eyes
I’m seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights
Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I can’t avoid the lightning
I can’t stand myself
I’m being held up by invisible men
Still life on a shelf when
I got my mind on something else
Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I can’t avoid the lightning
Oh, where did the blue skies go?
And why is it raining so?
It’s so cold
I can’t sleep tonight
Everybody saying everything’s alright
Still I can’t close my eyes
I’m seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights
Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I can’t avoid the lightning
Oh, where did the blue skies go?
And why is it raining so?
It’s so cold
Why does it always rain on me?
Why does it always rain...




Salvation



Should I close my eyes so I don't see your smile
Would it be a clever thing to do
And should I stay away from you for a little while
Should I leave it all behind

When you are giving me salvation just like someone heaven sent
This wasn't meant to be baby can't you see
This is an open invitation for the beginning of the end
Though I'm flying now, I'm gonna be crying over you

Should I stop dancing on the edge of a knife
Would it be a clever thing to do
Should I lock my door should I stop kissing life
Should I get rid of you


This love is forbidden fruit (baby just stop looking at me)
I should have cut you off by the root (this love just wasn't meant to be)

CRY !!

Yesterday my besy friend leave from thailand to USA.
I went to airport to take them to the plane.
About 15 people went to airport went to air port too
Alot of people cry ..... :frown:
I'm didn't cry just almost cry
I don't that moment It's like when you lost someone who love you and you love them.
I'm just think about Tuesday
Because about 8 people will leave again
:frown: :frown: :frown: :frown:

I went to football feild today for TRADITIONAL FOOTBALL # 1
I like it but we have some problem because some of my friend is sick about his lung
but he OK now.


NOW I'm miss my friend again
What is he doing ?
What is he thinking ?
I MISS you so MUCH ...........
...........
..........
........
.......
......
.....
....
:frown:
Never There

i need your arms around me, i need to feel your touch
i need your understanding, i need your love so much
you tell me that you love me so, you tell me that you care
but when i need you baby, you're never there


on the phone long, long distance
always through such strong resistance
first you say you're too busy
i wonder if you even miss me


never there
you're never there
you're never, ever, ever, ever there


a golden bird that flies away, a candle's fickle flame
to think i held you yesterday, your love was just a game
a golden bird that flies away, a candle's fickle flame
to think i held you yesterday, your love was just a game

you tell me that you love me so, you tell me that you care
but when i need you baby
take the time to get to know me
if you want me why can't you just show me
we're always on this roller coaster
if you want me why can't you get closer?


never there
you're never there
you're never ever ever ever there

ALONE ??

no phone, no phone
i just want to be alone today
no phone, no phone

ringing, stinging
jerking like a nervous bird
racking up against his cage
calls to me through out the day
see the feathers fly

no phone, no phone
i just want to be alone today
no phone, no phone

no phone, no phone
i just want to be alone today

rhyming, chiming
got me working all the time
it gives me such a worried mind
now i don't want to seem unkind
but god it's such a grind

no phone, no phone
i just want to be alone today
no phone, no phone

no phone, no phone
i just wanna be alone today

no phone, no phone


shaking, quaking
waking me when i'm asleep
never lets me go too deep
summons me with just one beep
the price we pay is steep

i've been on fire
yet i still stay frozen
so deep in the night
my slow contemplations will always be broken
my deepest concerns will stay burried and unspoken
no, i don't have any change, but here's a few subway tokens

no phone, no phone
i just wanna be alone today
no phone, no phone

no phone, no phone
i just wanna be alone today
no phone, no phone

no phone, no phone
i just want to be alone today
no phone, no phone

no phone, no phone
i just wanna be alone today
no phone, no phone
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